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| MARCH 2006 |
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| No that's not my kitty, she would never stand for that....but i thought this was so cute I had to share!!!! |
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| March 15, 2006: I know I know it's been a while since I have updated. And I didn't even weigh in this morning...go figure that!!! I started work last week and if thigs continue this way I'll be sticking around for some time to come. I just got my first check, and I've already made more money in 7 work days than i did in 10 work days at my last hell hole. You know I got the biggest cheese smile on my face right now. I almost can't wait for my next check. Anyway I've been eating good and drinking more water, unfortunately my gym membership has run out and I'm not sure I'll have the money to rejoin, we'll see. Oh and guess what, I finally booked my bridal appt for dresses. I'm freaking out right about now!!!! And of all days April 1st!!!! I pray the joke isn't on me. I'll check in manana with my weight. Ciao!!!! |
| Tuesday March 28, 2006: I am not a happy camper, I don't understand why is it that when I am really good I gain weight. I just don't understand. And when I cheat here and there and don't watch what I eat and just eat anything in moderation I can maintain or lose. I am back up to 195 lbs and I don't know where it came from or why. I am praying that tomorrow will show a differemce. I will check back tomorrow. Sorry but I am tired and extremely disgusted with everything, and I have to face trying on wedding gowns this weekend. I think I am going to scream!!!! |
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| Wednseday March 29, 2006: Okay what the hell is happening with my body...lol!!!! I lost 4lbs this week, not for nothing I never felt like I gained them to begin with. Now I gotta lose that extra pound and I'll be back to my lowest point. Maybe someone upstairs felt bad for me cause I'm trying on gowns this weekend. Whatever or whomever I am so grateful!!!! It's weird when I don't really pay attention I'm good on the scale, whether I lose or stay the same. But when I make the effort to be on the right track my body shuts down and keeps everything!!! Bizarre!!!! So yes I am happy and feeling better on the inside...lol. My body is aching cause clutzy me feel on hard dirty/concrete and I'm all bruised and achy. And best of all my poor knee is suffering the most. Work is still going well, if I can only get the boss to give me the program I want it would make my world easier. I'm still not busy, I find things to keep me busy and my sisters are a big help too!!! We email each other all day long. I know I shouldn't but hell it makes it look like I'm working so be it!!! Okay so now I have to prepare for this weekend, the big bridal gown tryouts....It hasn't hit yet but I am nervous. Pray for me cause my mom will be there, pointing out every flaw I have.....AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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