August 2005
Saturday August 13, 2004:
man is it hot out, the humidity is torture, I don't understand how people down south do it.  Maybe you live indoors with the ac, but I don't even have ac in this dungeon.  Hopefully we will be out of here soon, the sooner the better.  So needless to say out of work I really haven't done anything.  I do have plans on starting back at the gym (I know about damn time) next with my boss :).  she is sooo cool to hang with, maybe we can end motivating each other.

Well I still haven't lost anymore, but hey as long as I am not gaining again I;m good with that.  I remember when I was in the 190's I didn't stay there long, I shot right from the 180's to 200's, sucks.  But hey I'm hanging in there and I do plan on hitting the 180's sometime next month.  I have a little over a year to lose another 50 lbs and I intend to do it.

I've been really good about not snacking and munching on all the bad stuff.  Easy to do with this weather, I barely have the energy to eat.  Oh by the way did you check out the photo page?  I added a
before and after link.  I finally put up the real before picture of what I looked like 2 weeks before surgery.  It was hard to get my face in the second one, but if you can really see it it look like my glasses were about to snap off my face.  Then I took picture for a wedding I went to last weekend, and yes I am wearing a skirt!!!!!!  The first time in maybe 5 or 6 years, amazing!!!!!!!!

Well lots to cleaning to get done, and I have lots of gossip to share, but I'll save that for later.  Stay cool :).
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Wednesday August 17, 2005:
Hello everyone!!!!!  Yes I am smiling because I am happy to report another 3 lbs lost!!!!  Yeah!!!!!!!!!!  I am so psyched!!!  Even my boss noticed.  So now I am only 4 lbs away from finally hitting my 100lbs loss.  I am so hoping to hit before October.  I was really beginning to think I wasn't going to lose anymore weight, and as grateful as I have been for getting off the weight I did, I was still disappointed that I couldn't even reach the 100 lb mark.  But I must say I am extremely proud of myself for finally staying under 200.  I never want to see thsoe numbers again.  And I will do whatever it takes to staying away from those numbers again.  Not like in the past where I swore I would never hit 200, then I just shot over 200 and just kept going up.

So anyway I am watching Oprah and I am looking forward to watching Friday's Oprah.  It's about being the fat one in the family.  Man can I relate to that topic.  It's going to be an eye opening show, Ithink I will tape it and maybe share it with my family.  Maybe I can finally make them understand.  I don't know. 

Anyhow, wish me luck for keeping the weight off and possibly lose a little more next week.  Ciao!!!!!
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