BARRIER OF DOUBT

 

 

Chapter 6

 

 

Nikki stubbed out her cigarette on the rail at the bottom of Barbara’s bunk and flirted it into the sink to join the others that were already there. Her cell-mate would have a fit if she came back and caught her. She was sitting dangling legs over the bottom of Barbara’s bunk, there was ash all over Barbara’s covers and the sink was filled with butts but she couldn’t care less. Her enthusiasm level was at an all time low. She couldn’t even summon up enough enthusiasm to get excited about her appeal. What was the point? Helen had worked so hard towards it but she hadn’t stuck around long enough to see the fruition of her labours and now she’d gone there was nothing else to get out for. Trish had been to see her and wanted to re-kindle their relationship but she knew now that that fire had gone out for her a long time ago.

 

She heard footsteps approaching the door. Shit, Barbara! She dropped down onto the floor, brushed the ash from the covers and scooped up the cigarette butts from the sink – grimacing at the soggy mess they made in her hand – as the door opened and Dominic McAllister came in. He’d been on holiday and she knew he’d been back a few days but this was the first time she’d had a chance to speak to him alone.

 

“Alright, Nikki,” he said pleasantly.

 

“Yes, thanks, Mr McAllister. Have a good holiday?” she asked as she threw the soggy mess down the loo then ran her hand under the tap.

 

“Yeah, it was alright. Thanks, Nikki.”

 

He didn’t sound fired-up with enthusiasm either, Nikki thought to herself. “Did you manage to get away?” Not that she really cared!

 

“I went up to Scotland.”

 

“Don’t suppose you saw Helen whilst you were there, did you?” she joked.

 

If you knew what that bitch had done to you, Nikki, he thought silently. “Nikki, why don’t you do yourself a favour? Forget all about Helen Stewart because take it from me she’s just not worth the bother.”

 

“What the hell are you talking about?” Nikki exclaimed her heckles rising.

 

“Look at yourself, Nikki. Look what she’s done to you,” he retorted. “You’re breaking your heart over a tramp who’s not fit to clean your shoes.”

 

“Don’t talk about Helen like that!” she hissed.

 

“You’re kidding yourself, Nikki. What do you think she’s doing whilst you’re sat rotting in here? Darning socks? I don’t think so. She’s throwing herself at everything in trousers. Me included,” he sneered bitterly.

 

“Don’t say those filthy things about her!” She shouted angrily.

 

He turned to leave. “You’ll find out what a slut she is the hard way, Nikki. Like I did.”

 

As he walked away Nikki’s voice echoed around the landing after him. “I’m warning you, McAllister, if you ever say anything like that about Helen Stewart again, you’re a dead man because I’ll fucking kill you!”

 

“Nikki, what the hell is going on?” Barbara spoke anxiously behind her.

 

“It’s McAllister! He’s been slagging Helen off.” She turned to face Barbara, her eyes flashing angrily. “So help me, Barbara, I’ll swing for the bastard!”

 

Helen pulled up outside her flat feeling more confident than she had done in months. She had been to check out training courses for primary school teachers and, although her condition was still barely noticeable…She picked up the Mothercare bag with a smile. She had always wanted kids. Nikki had once told her there were ways. Maybe this wasn’t the way Nikki had in mind but she wanted this baby. She knew it would be hard bringing up a child on her own but other single mothers managed to cope.

 

As she climbed out of the car, a car horn blared and Claire’s BMW drew up beside her then reversed into the parking space behind hers. “Are you playing truant?” she smiled as her friend joined her on the pavement.

 

“Not exactly.” Claire looked at her with a worried frown. “I need to talk to you, Helen?”

 

“Is something wrong?” Her heart almost stopped beating. “Nikki! Please tell me it’s not Nikki.”

 

“Let’s go inside, Helen,” Claire replied. “We can’t talk here.”

 

Once inside Helen turned to her impatiently. “Claire tell me what’s going on. You’re scaring me.”

 

“Sit down, Helen.”

 

“Claire, for Christ’s sake! Tell me what’s wrong.”

 

“Please, Helen. Sit down,” Claire said firmly. “You shouldn’t be getting yourself so upset in your condition.”

 

“Sod my condition!” She exclaimed but nevertheless did as she was told. “Now tell me.”

 

Claire sat down beside her and took hold of both her hands. “Helen, Dominic McAllister has been killed.”

 

“Killed?” she repeated. “My God! Poor Dominic.” Her eyes filled with tears. “When did it happen?”

 

“Sometime this morning.”

 

This morning! When she had been so happily planning her future and the future of her unborn child. She looked at Claire curiously as a thought suddenly struck her. “Why are you here telling me this? Wasn’t it an accident?”

 

“That’s just it, Helen.” Claire hesitated, the grip on Helen’s hands tightening. “Dominic was murdered! They think Nikki did it!”

 

“No!” she almost screamed the word. She tried to stand but Claire forced her to stay seated. “Claire, you don’t know what you’re saying. Nikki wouldn’t kill anyone. You don’t know her like I do. She’s gentle and kind.”

 

“Listen to yourself, Helen,” Claire snapped impatiently. “Nikki is in prison because she killed someone.”

 

“But she didn’t murder them!” She tore her hands out of Claire’s grasp and stood up. “You’re her lawyer. You know she didn’t murder that policeman!”

 

“Helen, I know she didn’t but she was heard threatening Dominic McAllister. The whole of G-Wing heard her. A few hours later he was found in one of the corridors stabbed to death.”

 

“But that doesn’t mean she did it!

 

“Maybe not but at the moment she is the only one with a motive.”

 

“Motive?” Helen repeated. “What possible motive could Nikki have for killing Dominic? I know she used to be jealous of him but that was all resolved months ago.”

 

“Oh, Helen, it was because of you,” Claire replied reluctantly. “Apparently, Dominic was slagging you off to Nikki and she got really angry and threatened to kill him.”

 

“That still doesn’t mean she did it. When Nikki is in a temper she says things she doesn’t mean.” She sat down on the settee and dropped her head into her hands. “I haven’t seen her for months and I’m still destroying her,” she said dismally. “Dominic was right. She is better off without me.”

 

Claire frowned. “When did you last see him?”

 

“A couple of nights ago. I phoned him when I got back from Scotland and he came round.” She closed her eyes trying to blot out the evening. “Claire, it was terrible. I told him I was pregnant and he went ballistic. I’ve never seen him like that before. You don’t think he told Nikki, do you?” She asked horrified.

 

“I don’t think so. She never mentioned it to me.”

 

“So, you’ve seen her? Where is she?”

 

“I saw her earlier. She’s being held in segregation under police guard, mainly for her own protection. McAllister was popular with both the inmates and his fellow officers so the police think someone may make an attempt on her life.”

 

“How is she?”

 

“She’s totally devastated. For this to happen now when her appeal is just weeks away.”

 

“Claire, I’ve got to see her,” Helen said urgently.

 

“You can’t, Helen. The only people allowed to see her are the police and myself.”

 

“Then take a message to her. Tell her I…Tell her…” she stopped, unable to continue as sobs wracked her body.

 

Claire held onto her until she stopped shaking.

 

“If I write her a note, will you take it in for me?” She pleaded. Claire nodded and she hugged her gratefully. “I just want her to know I’m thinking of her. Maybe she won’t care but she has to know.”

 

Claire looked at Helen sympathetically. “I know how you feel about her and how much you’ve lost because of her. Is she really worth all the sacrifice?”

 

Helen nodded, unable to speak for the tears again running uncontrollably down her cheeks.

 

“Well, she swears she’s innocent and for your sake, Helen, I hope she is otherwise she’ll never leave Larkhall alive again!” 

 

Nikki, accompanied by two police constables, was brought from segregation to find Claire and Karen Betts, the Wing Governor, waiting for her in the outer office.

 

“May I have a quick word alone with my client, Miss Betts?” Claire asked.

 

“Of course.” She motioned for the police constables to precede her from the office.

 

“Are you alright, Nikki?” Claire asked with concern when they were alone.

 

“Not really.”

 

“Maybe this will cheer you up. I have a message for you from Helen.” She pulled a folded piece of paper from her pocket and handed it to Nikki.

 

Nikki shook her head, screwed the paper up and pushed it into her pocket. “Too little, too late, Helen,” she muttered bitterly. “Let’s get this over with, Claire.”

 

“Miss Wade, would you tell us again your movements between the hours of 10 a.m. and 2 p.m. today,” Chief Inspector Hilton looked at Nikki expectantly.

 

“Shopping in the West End, lunch at The Savoy, boat trip down the Thames,” Nikki said sarcastically.

 

“Nikki, you’re not doing yourself any favours,” Claire said in an undertone.

 

“Well, what do they expect?” Nikki retorted.

 

“Shall we start again, Miss Wade?” Hilton said patiently. “You were probably the last person to see Officer McAllister alive…”

 

“You mean apart from the person who killed him?” Nikki said defiantly.

 

“Start from when Officer McAllister came into your cell,” Hilton ignored her outburst.

 

Nikki cleared her throat nervously. “I asked him about his holiday. We chatted and then he said some things about a friend…”

 

“Miss Helen Stewart?”

 

Nikki nodded. “I got angry and he left.”

 

“After you threatened to kill him.”

 

“Yes, but I didn’t mean it. I was angry.”

 

“What happened then?”

 

“My cell-mate, Barbara…Barbara Hunt, came back and we stayed in our cell until lunch-time. After I had eaten I went into the garden.”

 

“Did anyone see you?”

 

“There were a couple of other women out there, they must have done.”

 

“But you could have gone in from the garden at anytime, murdered Officer McAllister and then gone back out to the garden as if nothing had happened.”

 

“But I didn’t!  The only time I went back in was to go to the loo.”

 

“You didn’t mention that before.” The Chief Inspector looked at her keenly.

 

“Do you remember every time you take a piss, Inspector?”

 

“Chief Inspector, Miss Wade,” he informed her smugly. “So, when you came in to use the toilet, did you see Officer McAllister?”

 

“I may be a dyke but I still use the ‘Ladies’ and no he wasn’t in there,” she told him sarcastically.

 

“Nikki!” Claire hissed warningly.

 

Nikki’s temper flared as she remembered being interviewed by the police after she had killed the copper, Lawson. “Why don’t you bastards ever believe anything I say? The last time you brow-beat me so much I said anything you wanted me to but not this time, Inspector. I didn’t kill McAllister and you’ll never make me confess to something I didn’t do!”

 

“Alright, Miss Betts, you can take her back. I’d like to speak to Barbara Hunt now, please.”

 

Nikki was taken back to segregation, still flanked by the two police constables. As the door closed behind her she sank to the floor, her back against the wall and retrieved the note from her pocket. She opened it, carefully smoothing out the creases and read it.

 

Dearest Nikki

 

Nothing will convince me you killed Dominic. Be strong

and don’t let the bastards grind you down.

 

You’re always in my thoughts.

 

Helen xx

 

She pressed it to her lips. “You’re always in my thoughts too, Helen. I love you so much,” she murmured almost inaudibly then she laid her brow against her knees and silently wept.

 

“Miss Hunt…” Hilton began.

 

“Mrs Hunt,” Barbara corrected him.

 

“My apologies,” he smiled superciliously. “Mrs Hunt, you heard Miss Wade threatening to kill Officer McAllister?”

 

“Nikki was angry, Chief Inspector,” Barbara told him calmly. “I’ve lost count of the number of times I have heard women in here say in anger ‘I’ll kill you’. If they all acted upon their words there would hardly be anyone left.”

 

“So, when was the last time you saw Miss Wade this morning?”

 

“We had lunch then she said she was going out into the garden. After that, all hell broke loose and I haven’t seen her since. Chief Inspector, Nikki is a very good friend of mine. Where is she? What have you done with her?”

 

“Miss Wade is being held in protective custody,” he told her smoothly.

 

“Has she been charged?”

 

“Mrs Hunt, when was the last time you saw Officer McAllister alive?”

 

“Chief Inspector, you’re not suggesting I killed him?”

 

“I’m not suggesting anything, Mrs Hunt, but you did say you were a friend of Miss Wade’s.”

 

“I was in the library all afternoon, Chief Inspector. Officer Barker can vouch for me. She was in there as well.”

 

“Alright, Mrs Hunt, that will be all for now.” 

 

    

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