I was working all the time. This was after my husband and I got married. I just knew something was different. I could just feel it. I went to the doctor and sure enough I was 2 months pregnant. I was in shock and so was my husband, but he was also very happy. I told all my co workers and they were thrilled for me. I went to the doctor when I was supposed to and everything looked good. If I knew the next day was going to be the last day was going to carry my baby maybe I could have done something about it. I went to work as usual and I felt fine. About half way in my shift I started to cramp really bad, so I went to sit down and the cramping stopped. So I got back up and started working again and I started cramping really bad and I felt something going down my leg. I went to the bathroom and blood was pouring out of me. I closed up the store and called my mom. She came and got me and took me to my house hoping that if I put my feet up everything would be okay. I got a really high fever but the bleeding had stopped, so I waited thinking maybe I'll be okay and the baby will too.
Well when I got up the next morning I started cramping some more and started bleeding some more.So my mom took me to the hospital and when I got checked really good ,the doctor came out and told me "I'm sorry, Mrs Murphy, but your baby is gone." I lost Mkayla, my angel on 10/14/99 at 9:00am, whom I will never forget.
Mkayla mommy had so much planned for you, you were going to be things mommy never could be like a doctor or a nurse or a sunday school teacher.....I had to many dreams for you and I dreamed of dressing you up in little frilly dresses and bows something mommy didn't like when she was little your nana said so on that but I was going to put you in those things and I know you would have made mommy proud you would have graduated and got married and had kids of your own mommy dreamed of that being a grandma but that isn't what was in store God had something much more beautiful for you to do be the best angel he set out for you to be and I know that you are.
Mommy loves you very much baby and she will see you one day in heaven until then have fun running and playing in gods garden with mama white and sleep in the arms of the angels love you forver your mommy Jami Sue Murphy
