Title: Not So Angelic
Author: Jami Lynn
Chapter: 20
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the wrestlers used in this story, 'cause if I did, I'd be busy with them right now *grin*. But I do own Jami, for she is me. Tasha owns herself. (Heaven help the person who tries to claim he/she owns either of us).  And I use the wrestlers wrestling names in the story, JUST DEAL WIT IT! And don't bother suing me...all you'd get is a half eaten ham sandwich and a bag of chips from 2 years ago.
Distribution: Ask me if you can use it, more than likely I will say yes.
Rating: So far, it's a PG-13
Content: Nothing bad as of yet, probably won't be anything to bad either....maybe some cussing.
Spoilers: Um...anything can happen and I'm just writing as I go, so I don't know yet *L*.
Summary: New Story
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Jaylynn padded around the penthouse suite, barefoot. She was alone except for the security guard that stood guard in the suite's entry room. It was only 8 pm, but already she was exhausted. Shane M. had urged her to leave the arena and Jaylynn hadn't needed to be asked twice. Usually she loved to watch all the house shows, but today she had felt to creeped out and abandoned by her friends.

She could almost here what everyone must be saying about her. The exact same things that Andie, short for Andrea, had said when Jaylynn had beaten her for the women's title on account of her relationship with the federation owner earlier in her career.

"What a whore. Her only talent is in the bedroom, so she should stick to what she knows and just become a hooker. She isn't worthy of this business." the words echoed through her head.

Jaylynn went to the bedroom and changed into her most comfortable pair of pajama's, with cartoon frogs on them, grabbed the comfort food she always carried in her suitcase. Her next next stop as the kitchen for a spoon, a napkin and a can of coke before she plopped herself down on the couch to watch a mindless sitcom.

She popped the lid off the chocolate frosting, stuck her spoon in and then licked it clean. The chocolate cream coated her tongue as she enjoyed the simple taste. Her eyes focused on the TV screen and much to her dismay, the characters on the show were debating the pros and cons of dating their boss.

When Shane entered the penthouse later that evening he found Jaylynn on the couch, her eyes red from crying at some TV movie, her hair in a messy ponytail, and empty frosting canister with a spoon sticking out of it. He walked over and picked up the canister to take it to the kitchen to throw away.

"Rough night?" He asked but Jaylynn didn't even acknowledge his presence. He turned to walk into the kitchen and said, "If only the fans could see you now...you sure don't look like a diva right now." he cracked with a joking tone. His eyes widened as an empty, red, coke can came flying past his head.

"I am not a diva!" Jaylynn growled. "Hun, I was just joking. And you are a WWE diva." Shane said, throwing the empty cansiter away before turning back to Jaylynn.

"No I'm not. I don't enjoy rolling around a ring in lingerie, my bra and panties, or posing in a teeny bikini." Jaylynn said, her voice getting a bit louder as all her pent up anger began to creep out. "Angel is a diva, not me. I'm just plain old Jaylynn. I'd rather wear pajama's, eat frosting, drink coke, and watch old sappy movies. Angel loves playing to the crowd, loves working out, dressing up. Jaylynn and Angel are seperate people, but everyone keeps clumping us together. Angel belongs to the WWE....Jaylynn belongs to no one, not even herself. People hate Jaylynn, people stalk Jaylynn, thinking she's Angel. But I'm not. I'm not even sure who I am anymore." Jaylynn sobbed as her anger turned to tears.

Shane sat next to her and held her as she cried. He wasn't at all suprised at her outburst. It was common for new WWE talent to panic when they realized that the lines between who they are and who their characters are began to blur. They panic at the thought of losing themselves and struggle to remember who they are. IT was to be understood. They live most of their life as two people, but the world sees them as only one.

Chapter 21
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