The show came back on and Jaylynn downed more
alcohol.
***
"I was scared for my life. He had me believing
that there was a stalker after me. There were photos of me posted on a rumor
website with these stories about me. Some true-some not. I was freaking out.
I mean, he even had someone break into my apartment and STEAL my underwear!
How psycho is that?" Jaylynn asked from the TV screen.
"I'll admit it, I went crazy. She consumed me
and I lost control. Those who don't know Jaylynn won't know what it's like.
She's like a drug. I know that it sounds corny as hell, but I was addicted
to her, and the thought that I couldn't have her made me lose my mind. I
know that it'll never excuse what I did. I know it was a mistake and I'll
pay for it every single day for the rest of my life. I lost the most
important part of my life because I was stupid." Shane said, turning
sorrowful eyes to the camera.
"He fucked with my emotions. He had me so
scared that I ran to him to keep me safe. I trusted him! How was I suppose
to know that he was my danger! That he was the one trying to hurt me?"
Jaylynn asked.
"I don't know why I did what I did. If I was
in court, I'd plead temporary insanity. They say love makes you crazy, and
I'm here to tell you that it's the truth. I don't think Jaylynn will ever
forgive me and I don't blame her." Shane said.
"I loved Shane. And I think I always will. But
I can never forget the fear, the absolute terror I felt. And I can't forget
that he was the one who made me feel that way. He destroyed my trust in so
many ways. I wanted to keep our relationship a secret at first. But with all
the rumors out there, I had to tell the truth. He's the one who betrayed my
trust." Jaylynn spoke.
"Jaylynn wanted to keep our relationship a
secret. I think it was mainly because of a past mistake she made in which
she became involved with an Independent promoter to help advance her career.
I would have given my life for her love. I loved her that much. I divorced
my wife for her. I gave her everything money could buy. If she had wanted
anything all she had to do was ask." Shane told the camera.
"I did'nt want his money. I loved him. I
wanted him. And I thought I had him. But the Shane I feel in love with
wasn't the real Shane. He did everything in his power to hurt me. And he was
successful." Jaylynn said.
"I wish I could take it all back. I was
stupid. I hoped that scaring her a bit would drive her into my arms. And at
first it worked. But then it backfired when she found out it was me scaring
her. That's when I realized how badly I scared her. That's the worst thing I
could have done." Shane said.
"The Stalking thing wasn't even the worst
thing he did. He broke my trust completely after I broke our relationship
off. Shane had only showed any violence against me once. I mentioned
something from his past that I shouldn't have mentioned, and he freaked out.
He grabbed me by the throat, but that's all. I forgave him for that because
he seemed truly sorry. We moved on. I didn't think I could feel any worse
than I did after we broke up. But I was wrong." Jaylynn said.
The camera showed Jaylynn staring off into
space, the hat removed so you could clearly see all of her bruises. Then the
camera switched back to show her talking, her bruises glaring in the light.
"He came to my room. He was drunk, but I
didn't realize it til it ws to late. He said he wanted to talk. Things went
crazy. He was throwing me around, hitting my face. He had hit me earlier
that night when I ended our relationship. I fought back. In fact, I even got
out of the room. I was stupid and didn't yell for help. Instead I took off
down the stairs. He caught me. I don't remember a lot of that. All I
remember is being choked out on the stair railing." Jaylynn put a hand to
the red mark on her neck. "He picked me up and was planning on taking me to
the roof. He said if he couldn't have me, no one would. Everyone told me
that he was going to kill me, but I don't believe that. I can't believe
that. We'll never know now because someone stopped him. Thank God." Jaylynn
tearfully spoke in a low voice.
A camera showed Shane, his head in his hands.
Then it switched back to show him talking. "I don't remember going to her
room or any of that. I had been drinking...a lot. I just remember waking up
in some cell when Stephanie came to bail me out. She told me what happened.
I have no excuses. I've seen what I did to Jaylynn. I'm a monster. I'm just
so sorry. I love her." Shane tearfully told the camera.
The segment ended with a video clip of Jaylynn
slowly walking down the hallway, her head down.