October 28, 2001 bad trip.i'm supposed to be uploading some modifications to my site (little stuff lang like making the links easier to read, and lyrics to Licking Cream by Sevendust) but unfortunately, my net provider has a problem.i'm still thinking about how to fix stuff here in my site, especially the pics of my friends hehe.i haven't asked their permission yet if i could stick up their faces in here hehehe. hey i got sumthin in my e-mail today. chain mail pa rin but this one actually had significant content...sorta. it's something about women and i have no idea where it originated. it's just that it sounds good. Hooray for women! click h.E.r.E to read it hehe. Quotes I got later this day: "I don't hate you for not loving me the way i want you to. I don't hate seeing you with the person you chose to love. But I hate it when you're trying to make me feel so special and making me fall much more into you..." "There's more to the sun than the warmth it provides. There's more to the sea than the land it divides. There's more to love than the feelings you get...and there's more to my life since you and i met." "All my life, I've been looking for something to satisfy and make me happy. You know, it'r right when they say that happiness can be found in the simplest of things because i found it in 3 letters : Y.o.U" October 28, 2001 12:34 pm oops wasnt able to write in here yesterday. hehehe i slept the whooole day away...again.hmmm i think i slept at around 7 am already then i woke up at around 10 am.i went online for a while then i slept again at around 12 noon.hah.i woke up again at around 3 pm. i went online again then umm...read some pocket books i got on sale at National hahaha, you know those pocket books series, sort of like Sweet Valley but, well this isn't Sweet Valley. I think it's called Making Out harharhar [I like this laugh hehe because it seems so sarcastic]. Well, I finished three books [fuck what a bookworm noh?hehe]. Hey i got these books for 20 bucks each, so i grabbed a lot from the table hehe. but stupid series this is, because the character i most liked, Lara, well, she's the bad girl of the teens in their neighborhood, always making the life of the goody goodies miserable. Well, the author killed her in book 25 ata yun. she was killed in a fire doing a heroic deed of saving her half-sister's mother in a fire. oooh the bad turned good. but she's still dead. i mean why did she die? so now who's going to stir up things in their boring island?! heheh wala lang. shucks anyway after i finished all books, i slept again then uhh..i woke up at around 9 pm. i ate dinner then...i went online for a while. then i disconnected early hehe so that i could text my umm...friends! haha.oh and yeah, i greeted my hunny friend cause it was his birthday hehehe.then i slept at around 2 am hehe. i think. hah whatever. it's already morning again, but what the heck, at least the sun isn's shining when i closed my eyes to drift off to the abyss. hehehe. Quotes I got yesterday and this morning, I guess: "I feel so special when you remember me, I feel so complete when I know that you're here with me. I feel so blessed because God gave you to me. so please stay, because for sure, I'll miss you if you go away." "Friends dont' have to understand, do you favors or hold your hand. Friends don't have to care for you, give you courage or see you through. Friends don't have to, but they do, just as i always will for you!" "If I'll die tomorrow, you know what I'll do? I'd spend 23 hours with you...you may think and wonder, how about that last hour...i'd spend that time looking for a person to love you the way I do."

October 26, 2001 2:11 am damn i can't sleep again hehehe.tas when morning comes, that's when i'll sleep again.the sunshine outside probably misses me sooo much.hehehe.i'm online right now and i am absolutely bored.when i get desperate i'm going to answer those freaky tests again at thespark.com.hahaha i took their personality test last night. ima post the results later i guess.when i don't get too lazy to do it hehe.i also took their gay test before but i forgot the results already.ima check my e-mail later hehe.oh i also answered the sex test hahaha.guess what.i'm going to have my first sexual intercourse when i'm 17 at the backseat of a car.hehe i'm turning 18 already in less than 2 months.hahaha and i have a non-existent love life.boohoo nobody loves me.crap.hahaha. by the way the test told me that ima have sex with 13 guys and ima love 2 of them hahaha.cool. Quotes I got tonight: i dont think i got any agad since earlier this evening.click here for old quotes i got -->H.E.R.E O!!!! hehehe. finally i yawned.i will sleep na in a while whoopeedoo.

October 25, 2001 bad trip.i was supposed to go to the 18th birthday party of my friend malaine. but now i can't because there's no one home.argh taong bahay na naman ako.when will i ever get a life. how pathetic. but this day wasn't really so bad though.i slept kinda well and i got to chat with my cutiebuns haha what a name.well i find it cute.so sue me if you think it's corny hahaha. when you're bored you get to think a lot.well i was bored.and i thought about how crappy my life's been going on lately.i got sick during my finals.well actually i got sick a lot these past few weeks.i'm kinda happy that i'm not stuck in bed anymore.but i still don't go out.i'm kinda missing the sun already.hehe. being stuck at home with nothing to do is very dangerous for your mental health. Quotes I got this day: "If loving you is wrong, I don't want to be right.I'd rather stay a sinner of love and suffer the consequence than not being able to love you at all" "If you could be a part of my body, I'll let you be my heart for I want you to be the one who beats and to be the center of all my emotions, and be the last one to stop when I'm gone..."

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