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My Poems:
I’m
I’m Chaos
I’m Anarchy
I’m Anti-Government
I’m Destruction
I’m White
I’m The Weather Channel
I’m The Hockey Puck
I’m Depressed
I’m The Anti-Cop
I’m The Walrus
I’m Anti-Pink
I’m Anti-A Lot Of Things
I’m Anti-Rug Rats
I’m Darkness
I’m Anti-Pop
I’m Anti-Prep
I’m Anti-School
I’m Shawn Northern
The Outcast
Sitting alone in a class for of people
Yelling out loud but not being heard
Walk in class with a gun
I am heard
I say a word
All plead for life
I put the gun away
I am not heard
I say a word
No one notices
I pull out gun
Everyone's quiet
I take my gun
Point it at your head
You start to cry
I say a word
You stop crying
You kiss my feet
I put my gun away
You forget I’m there
I grab my gun
You start to remember
Remembering what I said
I said I love you
You cry again
I thrust my gun to your head
You plead please
I finally squeeze
You lay there dead
I realize what I did
I have one bullet left
I have planned ahead
I put the gun to my head
This is what I said
“I’m going back to nothing”
I pull the trigger
I lay there untouched
I don’t have a funeral
I am left in room
It begins to smell
They burn down the building
I’m still in it
My ashes blow away
I’m never remembered
Oh So Lonely
Born into a world of pain
No one by my side
Looking back to my past
Wish it would subside
Most people that I meet
Usually seem to hate me
I’m myself ~ no one else
What the fuck is with me
Sitting here by myself
Getting very lonely
Wish I could meet someone
That would come to love me
Gun in left, Knife in right
Thinking of what to use
Laying here looking back
What do I got to lose?
All my dreams, all my wishes
Never seem to come true
I am here, soon be gone
Whatcha Ganna Do?
Next 1 is comical also... ever heard the prayer
“now i lay me down to sleep... blah blah blah”?
WELL HERES MY VERSION!
The Prayer
Now I Lay You Down To Sleep
Stuck The Knife In Way To Deep
As You Lay There Nonstop Bleeding
I Grab A Bat For A Beating
Watch You Squirming Plead For Life
I Pull Out My Machete Knife
Chop You Up In Little Pieces
Then I Break Out My Reassess Pieces
The One
Bleeding from a cut
A cut made from depression
Depressed caused by one
One who causes depression
One who causes happiness
Happy when we talk
Exited when we meet
Meet hardly ever
Sad most the time
Talk everyday
Happy only then
Wanting to be with you
Then depressed never again
Myself
Within an hour I went thru many emotions
Many emotions I didn't know I had
During this time you got to know me better
During this time I got to know myself
Talking about this and thinking real hard
Makes me wonder if I play more then 1 card
If all that I learned is that I’m a poser
Then tonight I knew my true self
My First Time
The first time I saw you so innocent so shy
The first time I saw you I wanted you to be mine
During sophomore year we hung out in P.E.
During sophomore year I liked you secretly
It wasn't till summer till u showed your true feelings
It wasn't till summer till I felt relief
Relief because I felt the same
Relief because it wasn’t a game
We got back to school and you changed your mind
I felt really heart broken from time to time
Then you moved away and it hurt me inside
It hurt me so bad I started to cry
I got your number accidentally from a friend
Then my broken heard started to mend
Now that we talk about every day
All the dark clouds have drifted away
Now when I see you its like my first time
Now when I see you so innocent so shy
Flower
In spring time flowers bloom
Last thru summer still beautiful
Enter fall and winter breeze
All starts to die even some trees
All the seasons I look at you
Don't matter which one your beautiful
A brilliant smile and wonderful eyes
I want to lay with you I’ll massage your thigh's
Candace I love you so much so true
Candace I want to be there with you
Were separated for long periods of time
When we meet you bloom like a flower inside
You get real exited your glad to see me
I get real exited I’ve missed you, you see
UNFINISHED
As the wind picks up and rattles your hair
You stand there with a wonderful smile, Beautiful
I smile back and you start to walk over
You drop your head like always, Shy
We stand face to face as I lift your head
I say I missed you and you say it back, Happy
Inch ever closer ready to make my move
I give you a kiss you return the favor, Friendly
Cycle Of Blood
Blood Oozing From A Cut
Dark Read Liquid Steaming In The Cold
It Drips A Long Drip To The Ground
It Splashes Near My White Shoes
Blood Splattered Shoes Stand Out
People Stair As If I Committed Murder
All This Over Blood Stained Shoes.
this next 1 is a form of Free Verse, Doesn't Need To Rhyme Or Nothing
Fearless
Whats It Mean To BE Fearless?
I Am Full Of Fear
I Am Full Of Fear And Paranoia
I Feel Pain
Pain Brings Fear
Fear Brings Paranoia
Paranoid Of Getting Hurt And Felling PAIN
There Was A Time I Felt No Pain
I Was Fearless
I Was Also Dead Inside
I Died For Caring To Much
Caring, A Vice
I Care To Much And I Hurt Myself
Pain
So I Am Not Fearless
If Caring Equals Pain And Pain Is Fear
Then To Be Fearless You Must Be Dead
Damn Nazi's
Laying Down In A Trench
I Pull Out My Socket Wrench
Nazi's Come From Both Sides
I Curl In A Ball To Try And Hide
One Kneels Down To Check If Im Dead
Then I Clonk Him On His Head
As He Lays There Still Knocked Out
I Grab His Gun And Get The Hell Out
Running Fast In Knee Deep In Mud
I Look Back As They Shoot My Poor Bud
Give A Yell And Storm My Way Back
Find A Grenade Of A Dead Persons Back
In A Rain Of Water And Bullets
Grab The Grenade Pull The Pin And Throw It
As It Lands And It Blows Up
A Dozen Nazi's Start To Float Up
They Fall Very Hard And Die In The Mud
This Is Revenge For My Poor Bud
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