Never Win First Place, I don�t support the team
I can�t take direction, and my socks are never clean.

I wish it was different, I wish I was different. I guess I should explain myself. It all went to hell when I saw her. Well, I know I saw her everyday, but one day, I really saw her. She was like this tortured angel. All I wanted to do was take her in my arms and hold her forever. It�s never that easy.

Teachers Dated me, my parents hated me
I was always in a fight cuz I can�t do nothin� right.

I was a sophomore in high school at the time, guess I never really knew exactly what I wanted. I thought I loved her and for a second, I though I could make her love me. The year went on and I tried to play it cool. It was so hard; she was my best friend�s girlfriend. At the end of the year, I went away for the summer.

Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can�t take the person starin� back at me
I�m a hazard to myself

A family trip gone tragic. Life was never the same after that. There were new people and relationships had changed. I came back and everyone forgot me. I tried to stop myself, but I fell. My family hated me, my friends forgot me, and there I was.

Don�t let me get me
I�m my own worst enemy

She fell for me at the end of the year. She would never admit it; maybe I�m dreaming it. I asked for her love. I lost everything. She laughed, cried, screamed. How could I do that to her? I made her love me. She couldn�t love a loser. She left me. Dawson said that the world deserves better than me.

Its so bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don�t wanna be my friend no more

Jen helped me. I thought I was lost. She held me, she believed in me. She taught me how to love. I fell for him. His eyes held everything that gave me life. I wanted to caress his skin. I wanted him to smile because of me. I loved to watch him when he worked out; I�d sneak into the room. He was so focused; he was always sexy when he focused. Sweat would fall in tiny droplets from his tousled hair. I wanted to touch his sweaty skin, to have his moist feeling on my fingertips. I never told him. He found a guy. He loved him. They went everywhere together. I wish I were good enough for him. He saw me naked. He was disgusted, I�m disgusted. I want some one to love me.

I wanna be somebody else

I sit in my car driving another endless road to nowhere. I can�t watch myself ruin anything else. I wish I could fly off the end. I wanna close my eyes and see his face.