Chapter one
hundred and eighty-six:
While waiting
for their plane to be announced,
Zac had gone
along to help carry the coffees.
“So how did your
date last night go?”
Zac shrugged.
“Good… it was good. We both had a good time.”
“And… did you?”
Zac sighed and
avoided his brother’s gaze. “Well, we made out and…”
“And…”
“We were both
kind of tired, so we ended up just going to sleep.”
“Awww… dude.”
“I am… I mean,
the right moment will come along… we both want to do it… just last night wasn’t
it, you know?”
Zac laughed. “I
don’t know… Look, I’m sure it will happen, I just
don’t want to push anything. You know?”
“A wise idea,
and of course you have the next couple of weeks together. You know how girls
get around weddings…”
“Weepy?” Zac
laughed.
“Well, that
too.”
Zac cleared his
throat. “You know what? I really don’t want to talk about it right now. How are
things with you and Jen?”
“But you’re
crazy about her. You’ve had a thing for her for almost a year now.”
“I know that…
but she loves Luke. And I really don’t think she’ll ever be happy with me, as
much as it kills me to say it.”
“But I thought
she kissed you-“
“At
the concert? No, I
kissed her. She kissed me the second time.”
“Okay, but if
she kissed you, that means she must like you.”
“Maybe… but I
think it’s mostly because she misses Luke. She was lonely and vulnerable and I
was there. I just need to be the bigger man here.”
“Wow, that’s
odd. I would have thought you would have thrown your morals out the window to
get laid.”
“Normally, I
probably would have, but this is Jen. She’s a friend first.”
“Right.”
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Jen flopped into
her seat on the plane with a heavy sigh. She hadn’t slept all night long, only
sneaking into her room well after she was sure everyone had gone to sleep. She
closed her eyes tightly, hoping that she could pass herself off as asleep so
she wouldn’t have to talk to anyone.
“Hey,
Jen.” Becky said cheerily,
plopping down next to her friend.
Jen mumbled a
response.
“Don’t pretend
to be asleep. I know you’re awake.”
Jen sighed and
opened her eyes. “Fine.”
“So what did you
do last night?”
“Nothing. I don’t want to talk about it. How was
your night? You went out with Zac, right?”
“Yeah, I did. We
went bowling. We had a great time. But I want to talk about you.”
“I don’t.”
“Aww, honey, I know-“
“Don’t. Don’t
infantilize me, alright?”
“Alright. Sorry.” Becky held up her hands
defensively.
Jen dropped her
forehead into her palm. “No… It’s… I’m sorry. I didn’t mean that. I’m just
tired. I didn’t sleep.”
“That’s okay.”
Becky smiled.
They both sat
quietly for a moment.
“I called him.”
Becky sat
foreword. “Who?”
“Luke.”
“What did he
say? What’s going to happen? Are you getting back together?”
“I don’t know.”
Jen paused. “We’re just going to meet and talk, when we get to
“That’s good.
You’re getting somewhere, steps to work things out, right?”
“Yeah.” Jen drew in a deep breath. “I hope so.”
“Girls?”
Becky and Jen
looked up to see Christy standing in the aisle.
“Got room for
one more?” She asked.
“Of
course.” Becky
laughed. Both girls slid over and lifted up the center arm piece, so the three
could squeeze in to two seats.
“Want to watch cheesy
plane movies?”
“Sure.” Jen
forced a smile.