Chapter one
hundred and fifty seven:
Becky climbed out of a hot relaxing bath to find Zac sitting in the main room
of the hotel, strumming away on a guitar.
She didn’t want to interrupt, so she watched him in silence from behind.
Finally, he
stopped playing, and twisted around to face her. “Hey you’re out! I was just
going to go and knock. I thought you might have fallen asleep on me!” He
grinned.
“Nope,
just relaxing after a long flight.” She smiled. “Writing a new song?”
“Sort
of.”
“Sort
of?” She asked,
walking around the sofa and sitting next to him. She folded her bare legs
beneath her, to keep her feet warm. She had on a pair of thick socks, but her
toes were still cold, while the rest of her was warm.
”I was working on an old song, then I got an idea for a new one, and I was kind
of, working on them both… and sorting out which part belonged to which song…
it’s weird, I know.”
“It’s not weird,
you’re talented,” She reached up and pushed a lock of his hair out of his eyes.
He grinned.
“Thanks…. You know your socks don’t match, right?”
She laughed. “I
know, but my feet are freezing.”
“Yeah? Let me see?” He moved the guitar aside
and placed it back on it’s stand.
“No, Zaccy, it’s
okay. You don’t have to-“
“Come on, give
me your feet.”
Becky rolled her
eyes and put her feet up onto his lap. He put her feet together in his lap, and
wrapped both his large hands around them.
“Better?” He
asked.
“Much.” She
smiled. “You’re so sweet.”
“Hey…” He
cleared his throat. “Do you mind if I ask you something… it may be kind of a
weird question…”
“That depends on
what it is.” She teased.
“It’s just a
general question… about us.”
“Good, or bad?” Her smile faded.
“Well, good, I
guess. It might be a little embarrassing.”
“What is it?”
She asked.
“Well,” He
sighed. “I don’t know how to ask this…”
“Just ask.” She
urged.
“Do you… do you
think we’ll ever have sex?”
Becky raised her
eyebrows in alarm. “I mean, not right now of course, but we’ve been together
for three years, and we’ve both reached the age of consent and we both know we
love each other.” He looked up nervously to see Becky once again, smiling at
him.
“What?” He
asked.
She laughed.
“God, I thought this was going to be a bad thing!”
“Okay…”
“Zaccy, you’re
so sweet.” She laughed. “I’ve been thinking about it too…”
“Really?” He asked in surprise.
“Well, probably
not quite as much as you have been.” She laughed. “But I do think… we’re maybe…
ready for it.”
“You do?”
“It’s not
something you rush into, but I think when it happens, it happens… I don’t think
we should rush it, and regret it, you know?”
Zac nodded. “I
wouldn’t ever push you into something you don’t want to do, you know that,
right?”
She nodded. “I
know. And that’s why I love you. Thank you for warming my feet, Zaccy.” She
kissed his cheek, and tucked her legs to the side.
Zac placed his
warm hand on her right thigh, and immediately felt the scar there, that had
long since healed.
“Becca, have…
have you gotten any letters or-“
“I don’t want to
talk about that.” She pushed his hand from her thigh a little too quickly and
got up from the sofa.
“Becca.” He grasped her hand tightly in his.
“Have you?”
She hesitated.
“No, Zac.”
“You’re sure?”
“Zac, you’d be
the first person I’d tell.”
“Really?”
She leaned over
and kissed his lips. “Of course. Are you coming to
bed?”
He smiled, and
squeezed her hand warmly. “I’ll be in there in just a minute, okay?”
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