"Shala, wake up, shala." as my tears started flowing.
"Shala this isnt right, what did you do?!"
Memories of Shala's funeral start circling in her mind. I can't do anything anymore without thinking of her and her terrible fate. Even if I cut her name deep in to my skin, the pain is still there, flowing down my arm. I still dont know what happened that night, and I don't think I ever will. He was online that night, but I dont know what was said.
"What could I have done?" sobbing at Shala's casket. Looking down at her, she was looking so peaceful just lying there with her eyes closed. But I knew that I could never laugh or cry with Shala again.
Talking with friends just brings back Shala. It isnt the same without her here. I start to cry, they follow one at a time.
"Neku, it's going to be fine, this is what she wanted since the beginning of time." a voice whispered in my ear. "NO IT ISNT HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT!?!" I shouted, starting to make a scene.
I blame myself. I could of done something better, like talk to her more or something. Now Shala's name fades in and out, over and over again in my mind.