Missing Shala and finally moving on, I see him. The one person Shala loved and hated the most, Matt. It was because of him, she was happy with Damen, however Matt was the reason she was dead.
"BLEEP!"
Neku: IT WAS YOU. YOU ARE THE REASON MY BIG SISTER IS DEAD!
Matt: She was always messed up...I never loved her...I just played her...IM HAPPY SHE IS DEAD...I DON'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH HER SHIT
Matt signed off at 7:20:15
Screaming, I remember the calm note Shala left for me.
Dear Neku,
You are getting this because 1. I have not survived this terible fate or 2: I have survived this mess and I gave this to you. If number 1 is the case, I'm going to miss you. You are my lil sis. Sometimes, though, it seemed like u were the oldest one. When you signed off that night I saw him onlne and we talked. He blamed me for everything that happened. I just can't and won't deal with his lies and hurt anymore; this is why I have to go, it's the only way to break free for this love I have for him. -starts to cry- Tell everyone I love them and I'm going to miss them dearly. Especially Damen, watch him please, and make sure he is okay. I don't want him to be here with me. I wanna watch him down on Earth. I will be watching you also and all the issue's. I love you, sis and I'm deeply sorry for this...Dont think this was because of you...It was all him...Make his life HELL.
Forever and ever,
-Shala -crys-
Shala always made things better and saw the good in people. She didn't hate many and when she did, it was for a good reason. Maybe this wasn't such a good thing to have, because she always got hurt.
I sceam,"BUT STILL WHY!?!?!?"
Placing a single white rose in the casket, I see blanky, the thing Shala cared about the most. Walking up to Shala's mother slowly and then tightly hugging her, I asked the question "Can I have blanky? I want to save it and use it for my kids." I wept then began to push away the tears. There was a long pause before Hannya answered, "Of course, Neku, I rather see blanky with you then in the ground." Hannya glared at her mother with "the look"; All of this is okay, it will be alright. I ran to the casket, pushing away the people around Shala, I grabbed blanky and started to cry, as I held it close to my heart.
I hugged blanky, now only thing of Shala's in hand. I really don't know how to get through the day anymore. I just sit and wonder about Shala and what went wrong. I wanna know what was said in the conversation between her and Matt; somehow, though, I know it won't happen.
"BRINGG.....BRIIIINNGGG..."
All of the sudden the phone rang. I picked it up and to my amazement it was Hannya.
Second page of second chapter sorryness..its really LONGG...