with weak bones
i lie in bed
no energy
to lift my head
body aches
seems like i'm dead
intense hunger
i must control
daddy says
that i'm fat
feels so dirty
i can't wash clean
scrub my skin
til it turns red
blood drips down
i drop and cry
daddy gets mad
for everything
bones break easily
did nothing wrong
scars don't heal
feel so sleazy
can't stop cutting
can't stop fucking
still i cry
with pain do i
this love i hide
that blinds this pain
feels shallow
leaves me empty
endless failures
hopeless dreams