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              BLACKNESS

Yelling, screaming, crying
Tears falling, sobs growing
Faith disappearing, Rage winning
Love forgotten, Hate is a friend
No one stops to listen
No one cares for none
Am I alone?
Do only I hear the cries?
Is the anger all anyone knows?
The blackness they must feel
Why do they want to feel that rage?
My heart aches with every yelled word
Every cry, every sob
WIth every hit my heart breaks
Betrayal, pain so great
Fear is now unavoidable
Do you feel my tears
I do not want the blackness
That anger bears
I do not want my soul broken
The emptiness one must feel
The rage so great the hurt utmost
What happen to the love
The happiness, the joy
Please i implore you
Do not blacken my heart
Do not make me feel the hate
Please let me close
Let me show you the way
Frustrations run high this I know
But with kindness and love
This can be vanished into abyss
Anger is part of your life
Rage controls your every move
And as you think you have no control
You know in your heart you do
Blackness,darkness, lonliness
Is this what you truly want?
Turning an apathetic ear to cries
Seeing nothing good or beautiful
Is this really what you want?
Pain is strong
Pain can turn you upside down
But pain goes away
The emptiness you find
Can be filled
But only you can do this
The blackness has overcome you
Yet there still is time
But hurry quickly to change the way
For when your heart becomes as black
As the anger and rage you portrayed
And it returns its rage on you
No longer will there be
A way out of the darkness
All feel anger
One time or another
Many have been in your place
Many will yet find themselves there
Many will lose thier hearts
Many will cry and yell
And scream and sob
Yet they will return
To the love and beauty
For they will not
Allow the rage the blackness
To Win
You have this choice
A choice only you can make
Please I beg, do not
Let the blackness win
                   I AM SO SORRY

I am so sorry that I didn't stop the pain.
I tried as hard as one person could.
I believed in the kindness of others.
So sorry I made that fatal mistake.
Goodwill towards man was what I was taught,
I thought others would come to your aide.
All they needed was to know that you needed help,
Again I apologize for trusting in humanity.
I took pen to paper, I shouted your carks.
I wrote with my heart, my soul.
I just knew that someone would hear, would care.
I was so wrong, so very wrong.
I can only beg for your forgiveness,
I can only make promises of truth.
I can only tell you I'll always hear you,
I can only tell you I'll always help you.
I've heard that if you are poor, homeless,
Alone you will stay, none open their eyes to you.
Never will I turn a blind eye to you,
I refuse to become as the masses.
Hatred may come my way for my beliefs.
Pain many may try to cause me.
Fret not, I'll not walk away from you.
I'll never stop yelling the truth till it's heard.
I feel only pity for the masses,
The ones that see nothing.
The ones that believe all they read in the newspaper,
The ones that blame you for being poor & alone.
I'll gladly take every dig with pride.
I'll be happy to have those hate me.
I'll rejoice with each and every hate mail.
I'll then know rather they do or not, I'm reaching them.
Till the time comes that the masses see the pain,
Till the sun shines for all I'll not rest.
Till the rich become as the poor, I'll fight.
I'll battle the ignorantness, the cecity.
Till the battle is won know this,
Forever will I be your friend.
Never will I mind the filth you're forced into,
Never will I walk away in disgust.
One thing that I'm certain of,
Is that I rather have you by my side,
Than the masses with their blinders on.
I'm sorry they're too shallow to care.
Never will I rest till the truth comes out.
All must know the pain that you feel.
Know the disgrace they make you feel.
Till they learn how to care.
    THE SILENT SCREAMS

The lone child shaking at the screams
Soon the day will end bring the night
As the night will surely fall
The screams will become louder
No one hears the screams but the child
She alone can hear them, Oh how she hears them
The screams do not come from only one
They are the screams of millions
Souls that have lost their way
Demons that play for keeps
Angels that cry for the loss
Children that fear the night
These are some of the owners
The owners of screams so sad
Screams of anger, pain and remorse
Screams that most ignore
The child sits on her bed
She is awaiting the screams chorus
The song of despair and hopelessness
The tawdry voice of fury
No way to stop the screams
For this child alone cares
Cares for the souls, demons, angels & children
She feels the pain of all
She has been cursed to see the evil
The evil all possess within themselves
The evil many use against another
The stench is strong
She is the forgotten child
The one all fear
For she is not like the rest
No sound does she make
She never speaks a word
Never has a smile passed her lips
No tears have fallen from her eyes
Not even a sigh does she make
She has been written off
Diagnose as insane
Although she is only fourteen
Many fear her silent ways
They locked her away
In a place 'for her own good'
For if she does not speak
One cannot know what she is thinking
The truth is there, the fear is real
She does not speak
For at the tender age of six
She told the tale of truth
She dared the world with her words
Telling all that if humanity did not change
Only the depraved and mephistophelean would live
She spoke only the truth
Her repayment was a room with bars
To forever keep her quiet
Many tests did they run
On this child of six
What they found scared them all
She was not like them
She had no anger
None could provoke her
She had no demands to be met
She loved them all
No matter their wickedness
This cannot be allowed
They all thought
So away she went to protect us don't you know
Many of the things she said
Have came true to the doctors dismay
Now the scientists come into play
More tests they demanded
We must find her secret
For if we do we will be the most powerful
Try as they might
No secret did she tell
No magic did she show
As she stopped talking
Slowly they went away
Shaking their heads in dismay
Now she knew their secrets each and everyone's
She saw their fear and their fates
Yet never again will she talk
For when she told them all their dirty secrets
When she cried tears of blood
When she refused their deals
They had to do it, or so they say
They locked in a padded room with a lock
Then they took her tongue & sealed her eyes
No more secrets will she say
No more tears of blood will she shed
She will never refuse us again
Yet they will never know
This child all alone
Could and would destroy them all
So with every scream she hears
With every tear she must hide
Her secrets are told to those insane
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