Poems from my heart rated G
Autumn is now here in all it's glory
Leaves begin to don their coats of color
The breezes begin to tingle skin that bare
The sunsets are more beautiful than before
The fall's rain chills you to the bone

Squirrels begin to hide their nuts of summer
Birds begin the long journey south
Flowers show their last blooms of the year
Deer find the pine needle beds inviting
Romantics collect wood for fires to come

In a world so cruel and confusing
One might believe Autumn is a time of reflecting
Looking back at Spring's true loves blossomed
Seeing the summer go quicker than it came
Knowing soon snowmen will again rule the world

As I take a walk deep into a forest
I find a peace so ancient, as old as the Earth
There is a quietness that only fall can bring
A feeling that time is standing still

Out among the Autumn's friends
I find it so hard to believe
Summer is gone and winter is on its way
The seasons almost completed
Time rushing by

Fall is a time I love
A time to see all of nature in its glory
Fall leaves means leaf pile jumping
Autumn harvest means pumpkin pie
Frigid rains means ice storms to come

Yet now is not the time to plan ahead
Now is a time to relax and enjoy all
See the awe which the Earth volunteers
The beauty, the quiet, the song of old

Many see Autumn as an ending
The ending to summer
Cook-outs soon to stop
No more to hear the music of the robin
Green pastures gone till spring

I see Autumn as a friend
One that is quiesce
Bringing serenity to a crazy world
A season that prepares us all for bitter cold
A reminder that summer is ending


Now is the time to get ready
Also the time to relax and enjoy
Now one can see all of summer's creatures
Also to see all of winter's creatures
Now the stars are brighter
Waiting for us all to explore

So do not fret the Autumn's winds
Nor cry about the missed trip to the pool
See the seductive dance the trees now perform
Hear the call of the fawn to it's doe
Smell the pleasantly cold and invigorating air
Taste the bountiful harvest fall does bring
And dream of snowflakes, no two alike
Knowing soon the circle of life
Will once again begin
Why do you say things
You do not mean
Why make promises
You will not keep
Why let your heart feel emotions
Your head isnt willing to believe
Why destroy a friendship
That was growing still
How can you look at my name
Still feel as though you dont care
How can your heart turn off
Your emotions so quickly

How can the fight caused by
stress, misunderstandings, fears
Change what you know about me

Change what you felt for me
Change our dreams, our wishes
Change the promise 'we will always be friends'

When will you see that
when I needed you most
You let me down, broke my heart

When will you admit
The feelings that you professed
That you once had for me
Couldn't been that strong

When will you understand that love
When it is true and right
Will withstand all
Right and wrong

That love even between friends
Isn't so weak that one
Lone fight could destroy

When you see this
Can we still be friends?

How I wish I had never took
That single chance

How I've dreamt of
Staying at arm's length

How I've prayed
We had just stay friends

Although I miss the
Late night talks

The fantasy of
Moonlit walks

Even miss the fear
Of what if

Seeing what was to
Become at this chance meeting

So as much as I've missed
The sweet nothings whisper in my ear

As much as I miss
Wishing upon a falling star

As much as i miss
Feeling my heart skip a beat

All I wish for
Is to be able to take back time

And to always
Remain your friend
MOONLIT WALKS
Seeing all around me in pain
No where to look or hide from the cries
Death is all around me, yet I am safe
I am nothing more than a vistor in this land of in between

People crying out in pain and fear
Children weeping at their parents pain
Nurses running around, always falling just short of stopping the pain
Doctors with such serious looks, keeping their heads bowed

Where am I?
Do you know?
Can you too help me see the way out?
Depression is growing strong
I see no release in sight

Help me explain to myself why I can't do more
How me to understand how I can go on?
Tell me please how to shut off my feelings
For where I am at now is truly a dark place

I feel that there is no escape from the grasp of death
I see only the smallest reasons not to give up
Yet, even that is growing weaker
Please show me the light
Let me know the way that I can release the pain

Is there a way?
Can it be done?
Please tell me yes
Where am I?
As the rainy days seeped into the nights
As feelings of fear turn into terror
As despair and lonliness seem all that are left

The questions are asked out of hoplessness
Why even keep trying
Why even want to keep living

Nothing but darkness and evilness left
No light in sight, No goodness to be seen
Feelings of hatred run rampant

As the last shred of hope begins to fade
A lone man appears out of the darkness
Dressed all in white so bright it shines

My little one do not fear me
Don't you see the light burning for you
Don't you know there is a purpose for you

I see no light the lost soul replied
I see nothing but darkness and gloom
I have searched high and low for my reason there is none

Oh my sweet confused one
You have yet to look into your heart
Look , look deep see the light now

Very dim and far away a light was burning
Just a single glow burning faintly
I see it! I see it! the sad soul exclaimed

That light is your inner light and forever it will burn
I died for that light to ALWAYS BURN FOR YOU
I promise to never forsake you

You are one of my children
Though times might seem hard
May you feel alone, you never are

As a feeling of great love and peace grows
The lone man reached toward the sky
Plucking a single white rose from the night

This rose is yours to keep
Whenever times are hard
Whenever hopelessness threatens to overcome you

Remember this rose for it is pure
It is as pure as your heart and soul
This is a reminder that never are you alone

Throughout time that rose remained
Never fading, never wilting
Always a reminder that all are loved

In times of hardship that rose did help
Forever the once lost soul
Always remained happy in the knowledge
The light burns for all.
Single White Rose
Where it all began
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