Im not always happy but I can fake it
Cant stand all this drama but I can take it*
Every once in awhile this sadness comes over my heart and breaks it all over again..not because of the way things are, but the way things could have been*
When you feel like you've had it up to here
cause your mad enough to scream yet sad enough to tear
..thats rock bottem..
Its getting colder now
and the darkness consumes me
Depression is slowly creeping up
maybe one day you'll actually care about me
I dont wanna wake up cold and lonely for one more morning..I wanna feel your heart beating with mine
Someday when we both reminise we'll both say
"there wasnt too much we missed" and through the tears
we'll smile when we recall we had it all for just a moment
I guess Im just starting to wonder if its really worth it
Im sorry I cant be perfect *
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing thats beating
I've tried to hide it so that no one knows
But I guess it shows when you look into my eyes
* - . Hurt . hurts . - *
I guess I got tired of -always- being the last thing on your mind
Now Im just a memory in his eyes..
The more you whisper
the words keep stinging my ears
we're never gonna be the same
sunshine fading and black sheets
raining down on me..they cover up
everything*
So slice open my veins & let the romance *bleed* away...
Cause if it isnt love..why do I
feel this way? why does he stay
on my mind? and if it isnt love why does it hurt so bad?
So dont be a liar, dont say everything's working when everything's broken..and you smile like a saint but you curse like a sailor..and your eyes say the jokes on me..
I messed up..but thats what I do
Its in my blood-My life is so fucked up..
and as soon as I get something that can
classify as normal..I mess it up.
I never meant to hurt you - you're the only good
thing I have but I had to mess it up...
Because if my life wasnt a mess..well..
...It . wouldnt . be . mine...
*and its just my luck to end up
getting stuck to everything
you are. so tonight I'll sit and
pick apart your pictures and
over analyze your words..
But the truth is
* I've never fallen so hard *
Little did I know that you were just another dead end road
paved with pretty lies and broken dreams*
On my knees screaming at the clouds
tears fall from the sky..hate is a 4-letter word
- Love is a 4-letter *lie* -