*#6*
Let me be angry..please. Its the only way that I can keep you from seeing how much I really need you
Im so lost, Im barely here. I wish I could explain myself but words escape me. Its too late to save me...You're too late
Sometimes people put up walls, not to keep others out, but to see who cared enough to break them down
Im tired of pretendin everythings ok
My tears are starting to show and my smiles fading away
hearts are * broken *
by the words left * unspoken *
I guess I just have to learn to accept that you arent the person I once knew and we aren't the best friends we once were*
You cant see Im hurtin..your too blind to notice my pain
It feels like everyones sittin in sunshing
while Im drowning in rain
You just have to learn to forget about the people who forget about you
Spiteful words can hurt your feelings
but silence breaks your heart
Behind this innocent smile of mine
lay words that go unsaid
Tears eventually dry
Memories can fade
but my heart has a place for the smile on your face
and maybe someday
we can be more than friends
Love will find us again
I know that its pointless to keep holdin on
but something inside tells me that
you are where I belong
I guess what scares me..
is knowing that at any moment
you could rip my heart out and
step on it..and I'd just pick it up
and hand it right back to you
you have something that no one else does * my heart *
I cant cry hard enough for you to hear me
Now that you're gone I'll wake up everyday wishing I was dead,and put on my "happy face" to go out and lie to the world
My life is like a movie.. the person watching just accidently paused it on the sad part..and keeps replaying it.
Behind this smile is everything you'll never understand
I wish I had saved all the tears you made me cry-so I could fucking drown you in them*
The truth is...everyone's going to hurt you..you just have to decide who's worth it*
I want to crawl into my dream world and stay there - so that the pain yesterday brought wont carry on to tomorrow