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Chapter 9
Ritchie opened the door and stormed inside. He walked to J and stopped right in front of him, looking angry in his eyes, J looked back, just as angry as Ritchie was.
� Here I�m, happy now?�
� No, I�m not, Ritchie what were you thinking ?!?! What would you have done if people had recognized you? What would you have done if you bumped into an obsessed fan, or even worse, a group of fans???�
� Well, I guess I wasn�t thinking, after all, I have you for the thinking�
� God, Ritchie, you�re so carelessness, you don�t even think about the consequences�
� Why should I? It�s not like anything has happened�
� Yes, but what if? And what would you have done if the people had gone after Susan? You know that it wouldn�t be the first time that people go after the people you bring with you. And where the heck is Susan?�
� I think she�s still somewhere with Susan�
J looked like he didn�t understand something and his angry mood was gone, he was shocked and surprised at the same time.
� Who did you say?�
Ritchie realized that Sandy meant a lot to J and he spoke the name carefully, afraid of J�s reaction.
� Sandy�
J�s face went pale and he looked totally out of place, not speaking for a while.
� Are you ok man?�
Ritchie was shocked when he looked J in the eyes, he didn�t expect the tears.
� Oh man, I wish that I hadn�t invited her to come�
Ritchie sighed, he hadn�t expected that Sandy�s name would make J so down, he didn�t knew that J was so hurt by the break-up with Sandy.
� It�s not your fault, I can�t expect that you and the other boys would forget her, I always have knew that I would see her again someday, but I wasn�t expecting that that would be today�
They were silence for a while, Ritchie and J didn�t know what to say.
� How is she?�
Ritchie looked confused to J
� How is who?�
J sighed and shook his head.
� Don�t tell me that you already forgot about who we were talking�
� Ow, you mean Sandy! She�s fine as far as I know, but why don�t you ask her? I�m sure that you want to talk to her�
J gave him a stressed look
� Well, yeah, I wanna talk to her, but I don�t think that she wants to talk to me, I mean, it�s not that we broke up in a nice way�
� You can always try to talk to her, if she did forgive you and understands why you broke up with her then she probably will talk to you, if she�s still angry at you and can�t forgive you, well, then you know that and can get on with your life, or you can try to make her forgive you�
� You�re right man! Thanks for the advice, I�m going to search her�
Ritchie looked when J walked out of the bus, and he hoped that Sandy really had forgiven J and that the two would get together again.
J walked around the busses, searching for Sandy. He was nervous as hell, how would she look? What would she wear? What would she say? What would she do?
He was still in love with her and the moment that he had broken up with her was the hardest, saddest and dumbest moment of his life.
He�d thought that it would be better, he knew that she did get a lot of hate mail, that she hated it to be in the spotlights, that she couldn�t live with the press and without a private life.
He knew that their relationship would have gone totally wrong if they stayed together, there had to change something and the only thing what seemed right on that moment was breaking up.
He spotted Sandy, together with Susan, Abs, Sean and Scott. His heart began to beat faster and he was getting sweaty. She looked better then she ever did, she looked so happy, she looked like she�d finally had a stabile life.
He saw her looking to him and the two of them were staring at each other. It felt like hours, but it was probably only a couple of seconds, when Sean called him. They broke eye contact and J looked to Sean.
� Hey J, look who we�ve found!�
J smiled, like he didn�t know
� Our girl is back!�
� And she looks more stunning then ever!�
Sean, Abs and Scott looked happy, they were talking non-stop to Sandy without giving her a change to say something back. Sandy and Susan were laughing at them, it was very funny.
J walked slowly towards the group, nervous to see Sandy face to face again, happy that she was back, but he�d rather talk with her private the first time. He stopped in front of her and looked her in the eyes. He saw that she was nervous, scared, confused and excited at the same moment.
� Hi Sandy�
He spoke slowly and soft, like he wanted that she was the only one who would hear him.
� Hi Jason�
He looked surprised to her, he wasn�t expecting that she would call him Jason, almost no one did�maybe she didn�t meant anything by it.
� How are you?�
� I�m fine, how are you?�
He saw the others walking away, letting him with Sandy alone.
� I�m fine too�
They stood there for a while, looking into each other�s eyes, but turning away when their looks crossed.
� I missed you, you know�
Sandy looked surprised in his eyes, she saw love and hope in his eyes. She didn�t expect him to miss her. When he had broken up with her she had thought he was with someone else, she cried for days before she had picked up her old life again, trying to forget him. She never stopped loving him and she hoped that J still loved her.
� I missed you too�
They were silence again, looking into each other�s eyes.
� You know � I still love you�
Sandy looked to him, trying to see if he was joking. J looked serious, so that meant he wasn�t joking.
� I love you too, I always did�
J looked happy and moved towards Sandy.
� Is it okay if I kiss you?�
J looked hopefully to her but Sandy looked shocked, she backed away from him.
� No� sorry J, but you�re going to fast, I�m not ready jet�sorry�
She was in tears when she spoke and she run of, letting J alone, just as miserable as she was, not knowing what he had done wrong
Chapter 10
It�s The Things You Do
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