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Chapter 10
Sandy looked around her when she finally stopped running. She sat down on the ground and let the tears come, hoping that no one could see her.
She hurt him again, she couldn't believe herself, why did she have to act so stupid?
Okay... she wasn't lying when she told him she wasn't ready for it... not jet, but it was only as kiss, only a kiss witch would bring lots of consequences.
If she had kissed him it would mean that they were together again and she didn't mind being together again, but she didn't want it this fast.
He just told her he still loved her, she had thought al the time that he hated her and now he told her that that wasn't true. She couldn't believe how stupid the both of them were, they loved each other all the time but were to afraid to tell the other, if they hadn't been so stupid they could have been together al the time.
She didn't know how to face him again... or one of the others. It was stupid in the first place to come here again, she wished she hadn't listened to Ritchie. She knew he wanted his friends to be happy and he would never have taken her to the others if he knew what was going to happen, but Ritchie wanted her and J together again.
It was sweet of him and he probably tried the hardest to get them together, but it had no use, she totally ruined it now.
She hoped she didn't hurt J to much, hopefully he still wanted to talk to her, maybe she could explain, maybe, just maybe he would forgive her.
" Sandy?"
She looked to J, uneasy, for how long was he standing there?
" I'm sorry J, I didn't mean it, I was just... scared"
" It isn't your fault, it's mines, I was going to fast"
" You couldn't know, don't blame yourself, it's just... I didn't expect you to say that you love me"
" I know, but I just had to tell you, I was driving insane about the fact that you didn't know that I still love you"
" I'm glad you told me, I still love you too, but I thought you didn't love me... I mean, after our break I was torn apart and the only thing I asked myself was why you didn't loved me anymore"
" I'm sorry for that, but it did hurt to see how the press followed you everywhere, I just couldn't take it anymore and the only thing I wanted was you being lucky... so I did the only thing what looked the best on the moment, I dumped you, but afterwards it looked like the worst thing I could do"
" It's okay, I understand it now, there is no need to look back, it's the best if we forget that part of our relationship... I mean, I love you and nothing would make me happier then being together with you again... but I want to take the things slow, I hope that you can understand that"
" Sandy, believe me, I would do everything to be together with you again, so I don't mind that you want to take the things slow, everything is fine by me, as long as we're together again"
" Thanks for understanding J, you don't know how much that means to me"
" I probably don't, but I love you, so I do everything for you"
" I love you too"
" Sandy... maybe we should walk back to the others, Abs heart what happened and he's probably worried"
" Okay, and I can't wait to tell them that we're together again, they wanted us together in the first place"
Sandy took J's hand and they walked back to the busses, they looked deeply in love and other people stared at them because they were so sweet.
No one noticed them when they walked in the busses because Susan and Ritchie were in a serious discussion.
" But Susan, this is the opening show, you can't compare it to the other shows we're going to do"
" Wouldn't it be better if I watch one of the other shows then? I mean... I can't write about a show the most fans never have seen, right? They would think 'what the heck did she have seen?' "
" But that's what the fans want to know, they want to hear about a show they didn't see, they want to know everything of us what they didn't know, not what they already now, and besides, me and the others want you to go watch this so, the opening means the most to us and we want you to be with it"
Susan sighed and looked to her shoes before facing Ritchie again.
" Look, Ritchie, it's not like I don't want to see your show, not at all, I want to see where you guys are so exciting about, but Chris asked me to write the first part TONIGHT and the fact is, he is my boss, so if he wants something I have to do it and if I go with you to the concert, when do you think you guys give me time to write? tomorrow? because that's the problem, you guys always want to show me things, and I don't mind it, no I love it, but I have a job to do here"
" Okay, if we promise you that we give you time to write about us and I'm going to talk with Chris about it and he thinks it's ok, would you go with us then?"
" Yeah, if I really have time tomorrow, of course!"
" Okay, then I'm going to Chris now, speak to you later"
He turned towards the exit and stopped in his tracks when he saw J and Sandy together... hand in hand, they both had a big smile on their faces and looked in love.
Ritchie stared at them and they smiled at him, it was clear that he didn't expect them to be together.
" what? how? when?"
" Yeah Ritchie, we're together"
They laughed when Ritchie gave them a big hug, it was obvious that he was very happy for them.
Ritchie turned to the others who didn't had seen J and Sandy jet and they looked up when he was screaming to them.
" Hey guys, guess what??!! J and Sandy are together again!"
" Cool!"
" Great!"
" Wicked!"
" Wow!"
They al screamed things to each other before giving J and Sandy a hug.
They were all very hyper when Chris walked in the bus and he tried to get their attention, but when that didn't worked he screamed to them.
" GUYS! GUYS!"
They finally stopped talking and turned to Chris, who had a satisfied smile on his face.
" Good, now I've everybody's attention: we're leaving in an half hour to the concert, so if everybody is sure he's ready by that... you to Abs!"
Everybody laughed at that, most of the time they had to wait for Abs, and it wouldn't be the first time that he wasn't ready for a show.
" Okay, now you all know what you gotta do I'm going"
" Chris, wait!"
Chris turned towards Ritchie and looked to the others, who were listening to what Ritchie was saying.
" Is it okay if Susan goes with us to the concert? I mean, I don't think it's fair that she can't be by the first concert we give"
" I already told Susan, and now I'm going to tell you: no, she isn't with us to have fun all the time, she has to work too"
" I know Chris, but it's our first concert! You know how important it is for us and besides...we already promised Susan that if she goes to the concert with us today we will leave her alone"
" Ritchie, it's not that I don't know how important the concert is for you, it's more the fact that I don't believe that Susan will have time tomorrow... I mean, I'm sure that you guys will try to leave her alone, but I know how you're, you and the others can't talk about anything else then the concert tomorrow and I'm sure you have to tell Susan everything of it, although she have seen it"
" But Chris.... you know we try and we have another concert tomorrow night, what if Susan stays at the bus then? She can work on the book then"
" Well, I guess you're right... but this is the last time I let her go to a concert, okay?"
" Okay..."
Chapter 11
It�s The Things You Do
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