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Chapter 4
7-28-97
Dear journal,
Told ya I would write more often. J had promised me today to come over and hang around the house the whole day, so when the doorbell rang I expected him to be there, but much to my surprise I saw a nervous Sean standing in the doorway.
I was afraid, angry, sad and happy at the same time, so many thoughts crept my mind, why was he here? Is he angry at me? Could he forgive me? Would it ever be the same again?
He was still standing outside the house and that wasn't very welcoming for him.
"Come in"
"Valerie, I know you were expecting J here, and I can understand if you don't want me here, but you cant deny the fact that you are my sister and that we are in serious need of a talk. So you can be angry at me and making it impossible to talk to you or you can try to talk as a normal person to me what would make it a lot easier."
I looked at him amazed.
"What?"
"You didn't even caught breathe once when you were talking"
I saw a smile cross his lips and I knew the first step was taken.
"I know, I've singing classes"
I had to laugh, he never had seen the use of singing classes.
"So what do you think? you're up for a normal talk?"
"you betcha, follow me"
After I'd show him the living room and had given him something to drink I began getting nervous, this was the moment. I sat down next to him and saw that he was nervous also.
"Why did we fight?"
The question came over my lips, I did it!!
"Huh?"
"I mean, there wasn't even a reason for us to fight, but were both way to pride and stubborn, so we would never say its our fault."
"Could you forgive me?"
I never had seen him look so serious in his whole life.
"I can, if you can forgive me"
He nodded yes, and I was so glad that I'd seen him again, and that we'd talked that I couldn't help it, but I'd to hug him. He was first surprised, but after that he hugged me back.
"Its good to have you back sis"
"Its good to have you back too"
And I really did mean it, I cant believe it, I've my brother back, is this al a dream or not? I want to scream very hard (of happiness off course, lol) but I don't think they neighbors will like it.
Love,
Valerie
Chapter 5
He�s My Brother
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