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Chapter 3
7-24-97
Dear journal,
Its 5 in the morning and I'm just back from J, so you can tell that I'm VERY tired.
Let me tell you how it was: GREAT!
J picked me up at my house and let me in his car, he began driving so I asked him where we were going. He told me that we where going to his house to meet the other band mates. I began worrying, that means that I would meet Sean again, and I didn't know if I was ready for that or that J knew that Sean was my brother.
J's phone rang and he began talking with someone, he sounded very comfortable with that person. After 5 minutes he ended the phone talk.
"I just had one of my band mates on the phone"
I didn't wanted to sound curious, but I was, so I couldn't help it.
"Ow?"
He told me that he couldn't be there and that he was very sorry, but he was sure that he would meet you another time
"Ow, its ok, I don't know anyone in London except for you, so I guess that I'm going to stalk you till you introduce me to more people"
I heard J laugh and I had to laugh too, I liked his laugh.
"I don't think I would mind to have you as my personal stalker"
He looked serious when he said that, and afraid that there would fall a silence (I hated them) I had to say something.
"So which member couldn't be there tonight?"
"Sean"
I signed when I heard that, Sean wouldn't be a problem for tonight.
"I know he's your brother"
I looked surprised to him.
"What?"
"You'd heard me right, I know he's your brother"
"How do you know?"
"He's my best friend here, don't worry, the others don't know it, and he don't knows that I know you, I don't know if I should tell, but he really misses you."
"Did he tell you everything?"
"I don't know if he told me everything, but he told me that you first was his best friend, but that you got in a fight and didn't spoke to each other anymore, apparently he don't knows about you and Brian, but he is very sorry and he thinks that you are still angry at him."
He stopped with speaking and looked to me.
"Are you?"
I thought about the question before answering.
"I never have been angry at him, not for long anywise, and besides, if he would forgive me he would have let me know something, I mean, I didn't even know anything from the band, he just left without telling me."
I stared in space, I forgot that I was in a car, I forgot that I was talking to J.
J stopped the car and I looked to him with a question lying in my eyes.
"We're here"
J explained it to me, but didn't move, so I wanted to open the door of the car but a hand on my shoulder stopped me.
"Wait"
I looked surprised at him.
"I've been thinking, and I think you and Sean have to talk, as soon as possible"
I looked surprised, but thankful.
"yeah, maybe you're right"
Maybe it wasn't that bad that J knew Sean, of the things I had seen from J I was sure he would do everything to make his friends happy, and Sean was a friend of him who he respected a lot, you could notice this on little things like how he was trying to discover what I thought of Sean.
And besides, J must be a great boy, I knew that Sean was very careful with choosing friends and that it was very hard to become a friend of him, lets not even talk about getting to know his feelings.
Sean had let J being a friend and let him know his feelings.
A sound next to me disturbed mine thoughts.
Right, J, I almost forgot him.
"Are you coming?"
Not even waiting for the answer J stepped out of the car and opened at mine side the door.
I slowly walked out of the car and looked at the house. The house looked nice, it was a normal house, but still, it had something special.
I looked amused at the front door of the house. Right after J had opened the door, a boy with spiky hair came running out the house towards me. I looked surprised on what he was going to do when he hugged me.
When he didn't let me go I looked at J, who was now joined with two other boys, and raised my eyebrows questionably at him. He and the other guys apparently thought it was funny, they were laughing very hard, having a hard time to catch their breathe.
When J had his breathe back he began talking to the boy.
"Scott, leave the poor girl alone"
The boy finally let me go, and I could take a good look at him. He was a good-looking boy, he had something charming, but something childish at the same time.
"Scott, meet Valerie, Valerie, meet Scott"
He had a big grin on his face so I waited for what was coming next.
"Nice hugging you"
I let a smile cross my lips
"Nice, erm, meeting you"
I looked at the other two boys and looked surprised ( I seem to do that a lot, don't I?) one had the most perfect eyebrows I had ever seen and the other had the most perfect blue eyes I had ever seen.
"You're staring at Richard and Richard"
"Huh?"
I didn't understand what J meant.
"Meet Richard and Richard, also known as Ritchie and Abs"
"Nice meeting you, Ritchie I looked at the blue eyed one, and Abs?"
Where the hell comes Abs from, weird name..
"Yep, Abs comes from Abidin, my middle name"
Abs had guessed my thoughts.
The boys showed me the house and we talked the whole night.
The boys all looked really nice, sometimes they were a little weird, but well you know how boys are, lol
Love,
Valerie
Chapter 4
He�s My Brother
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