| Ambivalence Embroiled in a drug filled haze, Melting defenses got lost in a maze. Lost to my own desire to hurt, lost to the girl and the white powdered dirt. Confused the emotion of pleasure and pain Playing my life like playing a game. Caught in my self spinning web. Fighting a war that exists in my head The inner child has lost to the man that could not see past an indifferent plan Lost every rational thought in my mind Caught in a shell with nothing but time And as I watch yet I'm shielding my eyes With a needle protruding I am feeding the lies A memory, a thought A relinquishing sigh A descision to make To live or to die.. Written by Damien Trimingham about his addiction |
| Remember Me This Way Now that I have come To the end of my journey, And I've travelled my last weary mile. Just forget if you can, that I ever frowned and remember only my smile. Forget unkind words that I have spoken, Rember all the good I have done Forget that I ever had heartache, Just remember I have had loads of fun. Forget that I have stumbled and blundered and sometimes fell by the way. Remember I have fought some hard battles And won ere close of the day. Then please forget to grieve for my going I would not have you sad for a day But in Autumn just gather some flowers and remember the place where I lay Then come in the shade of the evening when the sun paints the sky in the west. Stand for a few moments beside me and REMEMBER ONLY MY BEST... (\O/) /_\ |
| When I Must Leave You When I must leave you for a little while Please do not grieve and shed wild tears And hug your sorrow to you through the years. But start our bravely with a gallant smile And for my sake and in my name Live on and do all things the same, Feed not your loneliness on empty days, But fill each waking hour in useful ways. Reach out your hand in comfort and in cheer And I in turn will comfort you And hold you near; And never, ever be afraid to die, For I am waiting for you in the sky.. |
| Meet Mr & Mrs Meth By Jeremy Harris I destroy homes, I tear families apart I take your children and that's just the start. I'm more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold The sorrow I bring, is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember I can easily be found I live all around you, in schools and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor I live just down the street,or maybe even next door. I am made in a lab, but not one like you think I can be made under the kitchen sink. In your childs closet, or even out in the woods If this scares you to death, then it certainly should. I have many names, but there's one you'll know best I am sure you have heard of me, My name is Crystal Meth. My power is awesome, try me you'll see But if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once, I might let you go But if you try me twice, then I will own your soul. When I possess you, you will steal and lie You will do whatever you have to, just to get high. The crimes you will commit, for my narcotic charms will be worth the pleasures you feel in your arms. You'll lie to your mother, you'll steal from your dad When you see their tears, it must make you sad. Just forget your morals, and how you were raised I'll be your conscience, I will show you my ways. I take kids from their parents, I take parents from their kids I turn people from god, I separate friends. I'll take everything from you, your looks and your pride I will be with you always - right by your side. You will give up everything, your family, your home your money, your true friend then you will be alone. I'll take, and I'll take till you have no more to give When I finish with you, you will be lucky to live. If you try me, be warned, this is not a game If I am given the chance, I will drive you insane. I will ravage your body, I will control your mind I will own you completely, your soul will be mine. The nightmares I will give, while your lying in bed and the voice you will hear from inside your head. The sweats, the shakes and the visions you'll see I want you to know these are all gifts from me. By then it's to late, and you'll know in your heart that you are now mine and we shall never part. You will regret that you tried me (they always do) But you came to I, not I to you. You knew this would happen, many times you have been told But you challenged my power, you chose to be bold. You could of said no, and then walked away If you could live that day over now, what would you say? My power is awesome, as I told you before I can take your life and make it so dim and so sore. I'll be your master, and you will be my slave I'll even go with you, when you go to your grave. Now that youv'e met me, what will you do? Will you try me or not? It's all up to you I can show you more misery than words can tell Come take my hand, let me lead you to hell. |
| If you could only feel the pain inside my soul, Things in my mind that I have never told. You could never, imagine the endless guilt Or the tears, that are absorbed each night in my quilt. I wrench inside for all that I have lost and believe me, you don't have to tell me it's all my fault. I am a prisoner to all my mistakes I am free when I sleep, but I am locked back down when I wake. I can't get passed what I have become and I have hurt my kids most by what I have done. Do you not think that I hate myself for taking this road I missed all the signs which were telling me which way to go. So don't come telling me, that I am the one to blame I already know this, for I live my life in shame. written by Dana Berrier |
| Till death do us part. So now little man, youv'e grown tired of grass amphetamines, downers, acid and hash. And someone pretending to be a friend, introduces you to heroin. Well buddy before you start fooling with me just let me inform you, of how it will be. For I will seduce you and make you my slave, believe me I have sent bigger men to the grave. You think you could never become a disgrace, and then ended up addicted to poppy seed waste. You'll need lots of money, just like you have been told, Cause mate I am more expensive than diamonds or gold. so you'll start to inhale me one afternoon, Take me in your charms, the beginning of doom. And once I have entered deep in your veins, Your old life will never, ever be the same. Expensive and dangerous, and love to live fast, But the feeling I give will never last. You will swindle your mother, just for a buck, You'll turn into something vile and corrupt. You'll rob and you'll steal for my narcotic charm, and you'll will only find peace, when I up your arm. And when it dawn's the monster you've grown, You'll solemnly pledge, to leave you alone. You may think you have got that mystical knack well buddy just try getting me off your back. The vomits, the cramps, the guts tied in knots, Your trembling nerves, screaming for them needle shots. the hot sweats, the cold chills, the withdrawal pains, can only be cured by my brown little grains. There's no turning back, theres no need to look, For deep down inside you, you know your still hooked. You've given your conscience, your morals, your heart, Ha ha your mine now, till death do us part. |
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