growing weary of waiting to be consumed by you

Attraction/Relation Page

Disclaimer: I put this here to inform the few who care about my romantic happenings. If you know me or any listed below and may be upset by my attraction to them, do yourself a favour and stop here. I debated putting this page up, but it's my life. I don't want to have to hide it.

Another disclaimer: I use the word "attraction" and the like because "crush" is an obnoxious word. In essence, they are interchangeable.

#1 - "Top Endeavour"
Name: Cory Harrison - I call him John Mayer, sometimes.
Age: 15 (sophomore)
Location: Lampasas, TX
Height: 6'2" (tee.)
Hobbies: Actor, debater, poet... FOOTBALL PLAYER! (haha. Didn't see THAT one coming, did you? Me neither.)
Hair: Black/Dark Brown
Eyes: Blue. Or so he tells me. I don't remember.
Biggest attraction: Hilariously funny; we have lots of odd things in common, like our love for Casa Ole and Mr. Gatti's and that we are slightly discriminatory towards conservatives.
Meetingplace: We saw each other on and off throughout the year, but we officially met on March 3, at the Fun Night for TFA State. When they arrived, Josh (my friend from his school) said I was his date, and Cory/John said, "That's the best you can do?" Harhar. Anyway, he caught up with us later at the dance and that was fun. We hung out at the bowling alley and ALMOST got free vending stuff. The next day, at the mall, he held my hand. Tee. We didn't get to talk too much at the actual tournament, but it's all okay. I called him Sunday night, and we've talked almost everyday for at least an hour.
Returned affection?: Maybe. He says he likes me, but he's a jokester. He also said we'd get married. I don't think he's serious about that one.

#2 - "Dreams Can Maybe Come True"
Name: Andrew Smolenski
Age: 17 (junior)
Location: San Antonio, TX
Height: iunno... 5'10-6'?
Hobbies: Actor, smart person, debater, quietperson
Hair: Medium brown with light brown highlights-ish
Eyes: Brown, I think? Amazing how I never really remember.
Biggest Attraction: He has a way of looking at me like I amaze him. That and he's really nice and doesn't get along with his coach (this is important, because the other kids on his team worship their coach. He doesn't conform. woo!).
Meetingplace: Tournaments, yet again. We first actually talked at the Stony Point tournament, then I called him (it's a secret how I got his number), and we talked as much as possible at his tournament and the ones that followed.
Returned affection?: I'm not really sure. Like I said, he gives me a look like he adores me, but that may just be me taking things the wrong way. It's happened before.

#3 - "No Way Possible"
Name: Brendan Spieth
Age: 16 (sophomore)
Location: San Antonio, TX (you'll notice a pattern...)
Height: 5'6"-8"ish
Hobbies: He acts, sings, plays guitar, plays piano, plays drums, and acts some more. His life is dedicated to theatre as I painfully found out.
Hair: Blonde
Eyes: Blue. i know this one.
Biggest Attraction: Wow. Where to start. I'll start with the fact that I was supposed to marry him. As in, really. It was all planned out. Everything was perfect. Almost.
Meetingplace: I'd seen him around tournaments during the '02 TFA season, but we officially conversed (via internet, I won't lie) sometime in January of '03. I saw him for the first time after we'd spoken at State last year and I cried. A whole bunch.
Returned affection?: He did. If only for 5 minutes that boy loved me, regardless of what he says. That doesn't seem to be the case anymore. Sad, I know, but I'll be (red:seem) fine.

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