Derek: *heads to the village not even avoiding to be seen*..i dun give a damn if im being caught...

Derek: *realizes he's crying* wtf? X_x... *wipes his tears* tears... what the HELL!? ><!! GRRRR crying is for queers ><!!!

Derek: oh yeah right.. i've become a queer -_-

Derek: *reaches the village glaring at all the men he encounters*

Men: o_O;;

Derek: *breaks thru the food store and slashes the axe at a man who's coming closer to him* back off.. BACK OFF ><!!!!

Derek: *remembers about the gun behind the countertop and grabs it* -_-

Derek: *throws the axe away hitting a man in the face and killing him* good riddance -_- *aims at all the other men in turn* screw y'all ><!! *shoots them all*

Derek: *grabs 4 bags and fills one with food, a second one with drinks and the third one with wood* -_-

Derek: *shoves them on his shoulders and grabs the box of bullets from under the countertop then walks out then heads to a clothes shop*

Derek: *comes in and shoots everybody in* ><!!

Derek: *puts some more bullets in the gun then gets new clothes and puts them on then fills the 4th bag with women's clothes and leaves the store* -_-

Derek: *heads to another store and gets a warm blanket and also a pillow and a sleigh in which he puts the blanket, the pillows and 2 of the bags he's holding*

Derek: oh! i almost forgot... *returns to the food store and gets 3 bottles of vodka and shoves them in the drinks' bag then walks back to the cave shooting at all the men who dare to try to stop him* -_-

Derek: *slips all the stuff thru the crack as he reaches the cave then slips thru it too and puts the stuff back in the sleigh and drags it to the room*

Elation: ..*sees him come back* ..er..x_X

Derek: *grabs 2 bottles of vodka, a sandwich and the blanket* this is for me.. the rest is for u *turns away* u should be fine for a while with this...

Elation: i think i will be...x_x..actually i know i will be

Elation: and..

Elation: ..do u mind tell me why ur acting ..sad..depressed..maybe even hurt? x_X

Elation: and u ignore me.. and u wanna get away from me, it seems

Derek: ...

Derek: i never been a big talker and u know it.. so dun expect me to talk to u about how i feel.. *starts walking away* i'll come back in a couple of days.. to see if u need something... *realizes his eyes are starting to water up again* gah >< *thinks: "what's wrong with me?" then wipes his eyes*

Elation: ..dont go ..i seriously mean it..u have no place to go anyway..

Derek: i'll find a place... *keeps his back facing her so she cant see his tears*... good luck..

Elation: Derek NO..i mean it! ...x_X *grabs him and sits him down* ..Derek..

Derek: *stands up and looks at her* ..one last thing.. *kisses then frenches her*... it was great the other night.. i gotta admit its way better when you're consenting.. *walks away*..

Elation: NO DEREK *stands up and grabs him*

Derek: ...

Elation: please just stay here...i beg of u

Derek: ..i... cant.. *his voice is trembling a bit* X_x...

Elation: ...Derek..tell me why u cant..

Elation: *turns him around making him face her*

Derek: *looks away*...because... if i dun leave now...

Derek: i'll never be able to leave u again...

Elation: ..x_X

Derek: ...heh so yeah... bye.. *more tears come up to his eyes*...dun worry.. i'll make sure u have all u need... till things get better in that freaking world...

Elatioin: dont leave!

Elation: i mean well

Elation: u cant go..

Derek: *grabs her by the arms and looks into her eyes not hiding his tears* u dun get it... i.. love u, ok?.. and u hate me.. u love Kain.. and it hurts me badly.. i... *lets go of her* ..bye *runs away*...

Elation: *looks at him as he runs off* ..i dont hate u..but..i dun love u either x_X..

Elation: ..well, shud i run after him..or stay here? x_X

Derek: *reaches the entrance and wipes his tears again* ..what an idiot am i >< *walks out thru the crack and opens up a bottle of vodka and drinks it*

Elation: ..run after him x_X

Elation: *goes thru the tunnel and out thru the crack and sees him* Derek...

Derek: *stop walking but dun turn round and drinks some more vodka* what?..

Elation: ....i know u love me..i could tell by the way u acted towards me..

Derek: ...

Derek: and i know u dun love me.. i can tell by the way u acted and still act towards me.. *drinks more vodka*

Elation: ..yes..you're very right, i don't love u..i love Kain..

Elation: but...

Elation: nor do i hate u either..i guess i think of u as a friend..x_x more than an enemy or a person i have feelings for i guess

Derek: no wonder u dun love me after all of what i did to u in the past.. bleh.. *takes a long drink of the vodka still not looking at her*

Elation: ...but that's not the only reason i dont love u...i have Kain...god damnit >< im married!

Derek: yah yah...u dun need me.. and...*sighs*...i dun need u neither.. so im going... *walks away*

Elation: listen.. *follows him* cant we just be friends?

Derek: ..*doesn't answer and keeps on walking away*...

Elation: answer me, damnit...*keeps following*

Elation: and plus..i guess we need to stick together now..with all this ..darkness around

Derek: i..have nothing more to say.. *stops walking and pulls out his gun*

Elation: dont be stupid Derek and put the gun down..

Derek: *hands it to her* why dun u just kill me... again? ><!

Elation: *takes it and empties the bullets out* cuz..

Derek: i didn't ask to be revived.. *drops on his knees and starts crying hiding his face in his hands*... just kill me...i dun wanna live this life..

Elation: *kneels down next to him and puts her arms around him* i know u didn't...but since u were revived..u must have some reason to be here...

Elation: instead of living in this darkness..and to suffer..

Derek: ya.. i've been revived to suffer ..for making u suffering in the past.. -.-

Elation: ..that ain't true x_x

Derek: i apologized for what i've done.. and i've been nice to u..><!! I did my GA.. so now why cant i just die for GOOD? ><!!!

Elation: maybe there's still another reason why you're here

Derek: ya.. i told u.. im stuck here to suffer for eternity ><!!

Elation: *sighs* Derek im not gonna let u die.. *takes his arms and helps him stand up* ....lets go back into the cave now..its not safe being out here

Derek: ..i dun care.. you go back in there.. i'll find another place to hide and live...

Elation: DEREK ><

Elation: i meant u come with me -.- *drags him back inside*

Derek: El.. let go of me...

Elation: no i wont, Derek..i wont let go of u >< *reaches the spring* ..

Elation: uh..but if you're gonna leave, then im gonna...uh.. *looks around* ...drink from the spring @_@;;

Derek: i know u wont, im not that stupid, u know -.-

Elation: oh really? just watch me -_-

Derek: *drinks more vodka and looks at her*

Elation: *walks over to the spring and puts her hands in the water*

Elation: *brings some up to her mouth* i told u i was gonna do it

Derek: *sets his bottles of vodka and the blanket on the ground and runs over her* dont u dare!! >< *slaps her hands making the water fall from her hands*

Elation: -.-

Derek: dun do that.. and sorry for slapping u -.-

Elation: u know i always wondered if it WAS good again

Elation: *gets more water*

Derek: EL NO!! ><

Elation: *backs away from him* u cant stop me u know

Derek: i will stay -_-

Derek: ...

Elation: ..good.. *throws the water back into the spring*

Derek: *mutters*...

Elation: ..*puts her arms around him* dun leave ok..?

Elation: x_x

Derek: ...i wont *grabs his vodka and drinks some more*....

Elation: good.. *looks at the spring water and wonders what would have happened if she did drink it*

Derek: *peeks at the water too and walks into the room*...

Elation: *dun follow him and walks over and sits down by the spring* ..

Derek: *sits in a corner far from the fire and leans his back on the wall then puts his blanket over himself and sighs* ..what did u expect, u idiot?.. sure she dun love u ..who could love u?.. x_X *bangs his head on the wall*

Derek: *stays there staring at the rock wall and drinking more vodka*...

Elation: *looks at the water still* ...no..x_x..i wont.. *stands up and walks back into the room then sits down across from Derek*

Derek: *feels the pain from the trashing he got going away as he's drinking more and more vodka*...

Derek: *doesn't look at her*...

Elation: ..too quiet..

Derek: ....

Elation: ..*grabs one of the bags with clothing in it* ..

Elation: *looks up at him* ...thanks Derek..

Derek: ...*shrugs then drinks some more vodka and starts to get a lil drunk*

Elation: *takes some clothes out of the bag* ..uh...i'll be back in a second..

Elation: *changes into new clothes then comes back into the room and sits down again*

Elation: and uh..do u want your shirt back or something? x_X

Derek: naw.. i got a new one *doesn't look at her* x_X;;

Elation: ..ya okay.. *throws her old clothes to the side and takes a soda out of the other bag and drinks it* so uh.. did u run into any guys along the way..when u were gettin all this stuff? x_X

Derek: maybe... x_X...

Elation: maybe? ..uh...i guess i take that as a yes

Derek: *rubs his eyes* w/e u want, dear... i mean x_x.. *drinks some more* nvm what i said

Elation: o_O u okay, man?

Derek: yah yah *feels the pain again* but um.. where are the pills for the pain? x_X...

Elation: over there *points to a bottle near him*

Derek: *crawls over to it and swallows a couple of pills* X_x.. there...

Elation: ...are u sure you're okay? x_X

Derek: *starts feeling all weird after a moment* X_x..

Derek: i guess *feels dizzy and sees all blurry* ..ya.. *drinks more alcohol*..

Elation: uh dude..maybe u shud..lay down..

Elation: and stop drinking that thing! *walks over to him and grabs the bottle from him*

Derek: ><!! give back...

Elation: no o_O

Derek: *holds onto the wall and manages to stand up* cammon... *walks over to her staggering* why wont ya give it.... *reaches his arms out over to her*...

Elation: Derek sit down x_X *goes to him and pushes him down onto the floor*

Derek: ><!!

Elation: *covers him back up with the blanket* ..no more vodka for ya tonight o_O *kisses his forehead and walks back to the place she was*

Derek: *pushes the blanket away and stands up then walks out of the room*... i ain't no kid.. and u ain't my mom.. >< im old enuff to know what i hafta do

Elation: -_- w/e

Elation: you're sure acting like a kid right now

Derek: *ignores her and reaches the spring then sits by it and accidentally falls into it swallowing some water* X_x..

Elation: ..what the? *goes out to see him in the spring* X_x DEREK!

Derek: x_X..

Elation: *runs to the side and reaches out her hand to him*..here x_X

Derek: ..im fine..

Elation: well u need to get out before you're fine o_O

Derek: *goes out of it*..but i'll need dry clothes again x_X..

Elation: u said u had some

Derek: ya.. the new ones are those im wearing right now x_x

Derek: *'s clothes dry up by themselves* o_o;; ..nvm

Elation: ...what the?

Derek: *looks at her* what?..

Elation: dude..your clothes they just..dried up that fast

Derek: *is no longer drunk and feels no more pain* um.. ya weird o.O..

Derek: that's a good thing.. no?

Elation: ..uh i dunno

Derek: *still looking at her* well..uh.. *feels some kinda warmth inside of himself*...

Elation: ..okay that's like really really too weird x_x

Derek: what's weird.. maybe this water.. dun get u wet.. who knows? o_o;;

Elation: ..uh..maybe o_o;;

Derek: *thinks: "this water is awesome.. but she shall not know that i drank some"*