aboutme

right. tats frens til da age of 16.

From da time when im 17 right til now, tat is 19, most of my friendships blossomed in my college. i gues its a good thing tat i went where i ve gone, cos at some point in time u';d have realised, things happen fer a reason, n yeah, i do believe tat i'd gone tpjc fer a reason: my frens.

My topmost buddy will be Y, who well, is many things to me. Confidante, joker, fellow slacker+crapper. Despite jus knowin her fer a mere 2 yrs, well, its been a hearty 2 yrs alrite. God knows wat 'll happen to me w/o her to rot with me . I'd prolly end up buried n possibly smothered by cobwebs at home. lol. yeah . so u see no. 1 priority in a slacker's life is to -> find n commiserate with a fellow slacker.

Basically, what im about .

basically im joyce, 19 years of age, singaporean, chinese, insomniac, bookworm, slacker, commitment-phobic, materialist, realist, pessimist, smoker n quite a vainpot.

to those who knew me before i turned 15, dey prolly stil noe me as da bespectacled n industrious gal who never fails to hand in any single piece of assignment, who mugs hard fer every single exam/test, n someone who well, abides by every single rule n regulation.

to those who knew me After tat thou, joyce is basically jus one big time slacker. Not tat i dont study anymore, but tat i tend to slack my way thru til my exams.

right now i jus finished my As, n on my way to do accountancy at Ntu. n im basically so accustomed to slackin tat i totally Dread sch , which is about to start in jus like a mere fortnight's time.

accountancy isnt exactly wat i wanna do the most in life, but i sucuumb to my flesh. Those who know me well enough will know tat i'm into design. So why acc? simply cos of da dough. i love $, yes, im not shy at all to admit tat.

so im jus gonna put my dreams on hold, set forth on the path to possibly a stable n lucrative (albeit mundane+monotonous) job, bore myself to death, while hopefully i get richer n richer.

romance wise, well, i basically fucked up every relationship im in. being the cynic tat i am, the notion of true love never did occur to me. in fact, its jus one big pile of non sensical crap to me. becos it doesnt exist in my dictionary, i get perplexed when i see pple gettin all frustrated over their lovelives. of cos i hope to find The One- who doesnt?- but seriously im not pinnin high hopes. for one, im stuck in one big fantasy: i wan someone who's carin n sensitive to my feelings but respects my privacy, someone who's intellectually inclined, hopefully reads as much as me, laid-back n not at all interested in commitment, rich n drives, good dress sense, not too bad lookin, n um well jus nice in general. my fren told me im crazy if i can find somebody like tat, n if i do find him he's prolly either gay or married. but well, i do harbour one teeny weeny bit of hope tat such a person does exist, n not only tat, but tat our paths will cross n hopefully he'll fall in love with well, me. highly impossible, but hey who ssays we hafta be realistic all da time?!

family wise, well, ive got a great mum, one who's mighty self-sacrificial, big-hearted n lovin. of cos theres the occasional grumble, but otherwise she's jus fantastic. she's not as liberal as i'd like her to be, but i gues she's ok by general mum's standards, tat is if i dun go overboard. i remember goin thru a particularly rebellious period of time when i'd jus stay out til da wee hours in the mornin while leavin my hp off all the time. God knows how worried she is, but at tat time, trapped in my own childishness i jus didnt care less. nowadays i try to minimise any possibility of angerin her, but i must admit we arent tat close no more, at least not as much as i was a lot younger. i guess we both changed, n its very hard to maintain tat same level of intimacy. ive got my own life now n i dunno why but i dun seem to wanna include her in it. sounds mighty infillial i know. i gues im jus goin thru a phase of my own. apart from her, ive got two wonderful sisters as well. ive learnt to try to embrace everyone, regardless of their flaws n thus i used "wonderful". a few months back i'll prolly be cursin them here. lol. yeah well.

I simply adore my 2nd sis. she's da whacky sorta person tat lightens n brightens up ur day no matter how lousy it had gone(at least fer me) I think its her own magic n i honestly thank her fer it,thou i had nv (i think) told her tat.

friends wise, ive got a fantastic buddy, T, whom ive known ever since sec 1. i gues we r alike in many ways but yet also mighty different in other aspects. but i thank god tat we stil complement each other n tat the friendship 's goin as strong as ever. i think we hardly even quarrel.. the last i recalled is when we were sec1..tats bloody SIX YEARS AGO.. yeah! tats how HECK CARE we are bout quarrellin.,lol, but seriously, thats nothin much to quarrel these days due to the minimal contact. Good in a way i gues, but i kinda missed hangin out with her after sch(or rather Durin sch hours, lol).(I was silently happy n surprised when she told me tat very same thing, since i always had this impression tat she really enjoyed her college frens' company!) Those fond memories of leavin sch at 9++ den headin fer breakfast n da cinema! WooOHOOo! Come to think of it,we caught almost every single show (minus those R(A) ones), even trashy ones like "detriot city"! Life truely rocks den!