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| so yeah i'm glad ive found her n im crossin my fingers tat there'll be many more of such "two years" to come! yeah. there's someone else , J, also my college classmate. One big sotong(affectionately nicknamed by yours truely) la her, but one great friend as well. We were well pretty close back in sch, prolly due to similar family backgrounds n simliar mums. But upon graduation we well kinda like drifted apart wat wif her busy n our non-compatible schedule.Seen her recently n boy she stil looks as good as ever, so HALLELUJAH! lol yeap, nice fren + fellow shopoholic in short! Loads of other frens whom i am too lazy to note down. But those mentioned above, *AHEM* u know where u stand( N So Bloody LUCKY) amongst many others! :) Right. Tat basically rounds up pple in my life. On to yours truely now: Hm, hobbies wise, like i said, im a slacker. apart from engagin in activites like maybe readin, sippin cofy, or smokin, i dont do no nothing else. But since sch's startin in like a fortnight's time, u can include "attendin lectures+tutorials" as well. Why i dun use "studyin" 's as simple as this : i know im simply gonna jus "exist" in my classrooms/lecture theatres instead of productively listenin n handin in assignments. Yeap. Um, character+personality+everything wise, im well, a pretty rebellious n withdrawn person. im usu pretty whacky but there are also times when i get assailed by weird moods whereupon i jus feel i dunno, lousy about almost everythin. One can call this mild clinical depression perhaps. U see, i get influenced pretty easily by my surroundings, so thus, somethin remotely upsettin will serve to trigger off my well, depression. perhaps i think too much, analyse far too often, n read too deeply into things. its pretty self-contradictory if u think abt it, on one hand im laidback bout life, on the other i jus cant stop thinkin bout anythin, i cant will my brain to stop churnin out tots, however meaningless n silly dey are. i constantly hold conversations with my own brain. there's constantly dis deafenin din tat i try to silent but to no avail. so yeah.. besides being well easily depressed, im basically also quite a contradicting person. : first im laid back n im not, den im also both an idealist n a realist. The former becos i love design n i wana pursue it as my career in da future, the latter becos i love $ n yeah im gonna be pursuin a degree in acc, hopefully get into one of da big 4 n earn lotsa $$. My plan is to first get my $$ by sloggin real hard in my twenties, save save n save all my dough, hopefully make clever investments til they slowball into well a fortune, den there n then i'll think bout how to fulfil my dream of becomin a designer. Its like one big bubble tat wil burst anytime. im super unrealistic, i know it but i cant will myself to stop this nonsensical n impractical dream. i' figure i'll become even more driveless w?/o dis dream. so i'll jus live one day at a time. yeah tat s the best solution yet! hmm, i know not wat else to add on to dis, yeah, basically i constructed dis whole damn thing cos i simply ran outta things to do. its been pretty fun actually lol! so yeah u can continue browsin/readin if u wan to, see wat u hafta see, read wat u hafta read, get lost if u wan to. yup tats all i hafta say , thanks fer droppin by . god bless u. joyce @ 03072003 |
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