| "Raped" ~Sara Montey~ You shred apart my body And left me whimpering. You threatened my life And held up your gun. All I could hear Was the beating of my heart As it pressed against my temple And moved to my chest. The glimmering silver Caught my eye As you held it up To my forehead. I thought I was dead. But my heartbeat a reminder That he had not pulled the trigger And he had not yet won. I do as I am told Never losing sight of the gun. I unzipped my pants Just as he said. I wished I had stayed home And not disobeyed my mom. I wished I were a better daughter And never got into my car. He screamed at me and yelled For me to pull them down. The gun still set upon my head As the gruesome act was performed. I started crying in pain As he invaded my body. "When will he stop?" I thought The minutes seemed like days. I didn't know what was to happen After he seemed to be through. My heart began beating faster As he pressed the gun harder to my head. "This is it," I thought in fear. "My life is soon to end." He is going to shoot me In the chest or in the head. I thought for sure I was going to die As he screamed at me some more. But he told me not to say a word And then he shoved me out the door. I lie on the roadside bawling My confused head began to spin. The reality of what had happened Had not quite sunken in. Living life from day to day Is harder ever more. But I choose to keep on living For he may have won a battle, but will not win the war. The article written in the paper about this incident: McCook Gazette And an e-mail going around about it: From Kansas Dispatcher |