Hiya thanks for visiting Megans site,
Now over 5yrs since we had and lost Megan andsome days are better some are still hard, we now have 4 sons 2 of which are Megans younger brothers, we had Thomas in June 2002 2yrs after Megan and most recently Andrew who was born in November 2004.
Our 2 eldest boys have finally been diagnosed with Aspergers and ADHD
Her older brothers still ask about her and she is always in our dailey life, We keep her memory going, the boys let balloons go for her and often talk about her, we will also tell her younger brothers all about her when they are older.
A lot of things have got better and we are happier now than ever, Megan taught us a lot of things the main one being now I apprecaite everything no matter how small nothing is taken for granted anymore .
I also came to the concusion that Megan saved me like no other could, she was my guardian Angel , at the time I wouldn't admit it but now I can Yes I was wrapped up in the boys that I forgot about me that I was here too, now she helps me rememer that.
Imogen Emmas little girl is doing great, I am so proud of my goddaughter and even through everything we went through her mum and I are still the best of friends just like when we 1st met.
Imogen has started full time school and is doing really well, she has lots of friends.
I still have downdays but ask a person who has lost thier baby who doesn't,I am on a rollarcoaster ride and I guess I won't get off till we meet again , Until then i have to be strong for my family
I also have a site for my poetry link below, i want to try and get my poetry published in Memory of Megan , A lot of what I have wrote and still write today are feelings, how i felt at the time and reading back on them now I can see the difference from how I am now.
I have started to raise money by selling greetings cards I make for The Liverpool Womans Special Care baby Unit too.website http://www.heartfeltcards.org I also make Birthday in heaven cards as could not buy them.
I want people to realise through my poetry that they are not alone the way they feel I have felt . If i can help just one person or make them feel that its natural thier feelings it will be worth it.
Thanks for reading and visiting Megans Site
Helen xxx
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