Those were the fun moments. They really were. Those were the moments that I wanted to hold to for ever and eternity.
I didn�t know it then, I didn�t really know anything was going to happen then, and I want them back now. Now that everything so�so screwed.
I sit here, looking around at the paranoia�no, that�s not it. I�m the only one with the paranoia. I sit here, looking around at the pandemonium. A mix of Hansons and police officers, private investigators, and paparazzi.
I see those inhumane beings, those cruel inhumane beings, the paparazzi. They have no respect for the scene, they have no respect for what happened. They don�t care, all they care about is they have the top story for the next month maybe for years to come, on this day.
And I had to be in there when it happened.
I know that once they let me out of this place I won�t ever see the Hansons again. My mother isn�t needed anymore, I�m not needed anymore. I look around the room, one more time at all the familiar faces, and I sigh. I�m really going to miss them�
Well I better get on with the story, I better get on with everything, I better keep entertaining you as the pandemonium grows.
This is the part in the story when we fall apart. All of us.