| God answers so many of my little prayers, so why not the big ones too? I just can't understand it Why does He do the things he decides to do? My deepest desire lies unfullfilled I feel so hopeless inside I know I should be thankful and not so full of pride. I ask God every day for this or that, you know, little things. And when He answers so clearly my heart just really sings. But in those deep, pondering moments When I ask for the desire of my heart, I get no clear answer and then my tears start, Oh God, I want a baby to hold and kiss and love I know that You alone can give me that blessing from above. I keep waiting, waiting, waiting and my patience grows to despair. Oh why can't I have a baby? For nothing else I truely care. I know You haven't forgotten me for better things to do because You answer all my little prayers, I just wish You'd fulfill my big one, too. By Stephanie Marottek 9/25/01 |
| Infertility Journey |
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| Well....here we are again, just waiting.....praying that our dreams will come true sometime this year (2004).... |