May The 18th-24th Week 2008 [Mood: Stressed]
Over all it has been a trying week. First started when I find myself becoming more and more my father and brother's caretaker, they are such a mess, I hate that my little brother is learning all this, and it will stick with him if he don't start changing, he's one of the greatest guys but I hope any female that gets with him is ready to clean up after him in return. He is learning it all from my father.. -sigh-
Hm, next to complain about is that most of the week I went without hearing my love's voice. He ran out minutes and the Korean Vendors were having difficulty with their crap. I really just want to send Godzilla after them. Finally though on Friday morning I got to talk to him, made me realize how much I depend on talking to him and hearing his voice. There is something so.. comforting about it that I cannot explain.
Soon after I got sick, starting on Wednesday, still am but it is easing up its hold on me. I got a cough and quite a few sneezes up my sleeve, but at least my throat isn't as sore and I'm not running a fever, right? I don't sound like a retard with my throat all swollen. lol. and to top all this crap off I started my period.. not that you all want to know that but I just have to say this is not one of my better weeks, I hate that I am opening my Blog with all this crap but ah, well.
Been feeling more lonely than usual lately. I miss Malcolm so, much that it's indescribable. I find that my bed is too big for me, and its only a full size though being as small as I am I only take up about a sixth of it, seriously, I mean I just curl up in a ball in the corner... my pillows take up more room than I do. I can't wait to have my King laying next to me, I may finally be able to sleep knowing that he is there and not have to worry what he is doing and if he is ok. Though, now that I think about it no matter where he is I will always worry, I just can't wait to sleep in his arms again... my little safe zone.
Over all it was a really boring but trying week, since I didn't get to go clubbing and to a party that was scheduled Friday due to not feeling well. Hope they had fun. I normally will not post on Saturdays.. but I have a Bar B Q to attend tomorrow and probably wont be near Ms. Poot and internet long enough to type all this crap up. By the by Ms. Poot is my Mac Book. I love her. haha.
Well, time for me to head out, my King should be calling soon and I'll be starting my day. Got to do some Laundry. YAY.
<3, His Queen
