Past Life Part Four
By: SalrAnime
OK KIDDIES THIS ONE IS NOT FOR YOU,SO DON'T READ IT!!!!!!. Like I said one of the versions of this part might have some sexual content, well this is the one with the sexual content. I know that I can't sensor kids from reading this, so this is the public announcement for the kiddies that decided to ignore the warning.
Sex is bad. Look what happened when your parents did it. The only time it's good is when you're married. Don't do it until you are, and if you do have sex before marriage, please don't become a statistic, there are plenty of forms of birth control out there, and if you suspect your man is cheating with ten other girls, well he probably has something so don't have sex with him. In a manner of fact dump his ass quickly, crabs can jump like 30 feet or something ridiculous. All though a bunch of die hard Catholics would probably disagree with me, (I'm not knocking Catholicism, I went to catholic schools my whole life I'm just stating the truth), I feel it's ok for Serena and Darien to get it on, because well not only are they destined to be with each other, but they are truly in love. However, you will more than likely never be able to find that true love until after 16 and after your first heart break, so don't go around telling everyone that the guy down the street that's dating you and half of the block is going to be your husband some day, you'll just sound like a silly hoe. With that said, "THE ONLY SAFE SEX IS NO SEX"! ON TO THE FIC!!!
I Love You...
Serena woke up the next day very well rested, and got ready for school. She worried the whole house when she actually left the house early.
"Serena honey are you ok?"
"Yeah meatball head, shouldn't leave five minutes before school starts?"
"I have to admit Serena, this is a little strange"
"I'm fine you guys I'm just trying to get a head start today.
"That guy must be a good influence on you"
"HUH!? What guy is trying to take my poor daughter away from me!?"
The whole house was intrigued, but Serena really just wanted to hear how much he knew.
"You mean you didn't see him last night Serena?"
"No, I don't know what your talking about"
"That guy...what's his name...the guy that came up with the whole meatball head thing...
"Darien?"
"Yeah that's it! He was standing outside your window for like an hour last night"
"He was spying on Serena?"
"I don't think so, it was more like he was watching over her...he may have been out there longer than that, I fell asleep after a while"
"So Serena, when are we going to meet this mystery man?"
Serena was already half way out the door.
"Love to stay and chat mom, but I'm going to be late for school"
"Serena, your 20 minutes early!"
"Early bird catches the worm!"
She was anxious to get to school on early, she wanted to talk to Ami and Lita; she had to know how they felt about the situation. She knew Ami would be early, just because that�s the way Ami was, but Lita was more like herself, always late. She was outside waiting by the gate to the school for less than 5 minutes when Ami showed up.
"Hello Serena"
"Hey Ami, can I talk to you for a minute?"
"Sure what's up?"
"Well, it's about Rei and me, I need advice about what to do"
Ami looked stumped.
"I really don't know what to tell you, she won't be angry with you forever, I think you should just wait it out"
15 minutes late, Lita being forever confrontational, gave Serena totally different advice.
"I think you should tell her how you feel, just go to her and say 'Rei, it wasn't my fault I'm sorry he doesn't like you, but it isn't worth wasting a friendship over, SO GET OVER IT!'...you know she could have gotten you killed in that last fight"
"She...she"
"She wasn't backing you up...the other scouts all talked about it, but neither you nor Rei are supposed to know about it, but if she acts like that again, we're going to put her on probation"
"but..."
"Artimis and Luna agree with us, if she doesn't get over this Darien thing soon, than she's risking all our lives"
"But Lita..."
RIIIIINNNNGGGGGGG
"Oh shoot we're late for class come on!"
Late that day, at lunch Serena had a chance to talk to Ami and Lita together, and they both came to the same conclusion. Waiting it out would take too long, so she better talk to her about it, and tell her to get over it, but not as harshly as Lita had put it.
"It'll be OK Serena, we all have your back, if this doesn't work, then we'll keep trying to talk to her for you, right Ami?"
"Right"
"Thanks you guys"
She had gotten through another boring day at school, and was now determined to talk to Rei. She walked briskly to the shrine ready to confront the girl that was so pissed at her something that wasn't her fault. Chad met her at the door.
"Hi Serena, what are you doing here"
"I came to talk to Rei"
"Yeah, I thought so...look, I really don't think now is the time to try to have a heart to heart"
"Chad I really need to talk to her"
"Ok, she's in her room"
"Thanks"
Serena began to walk inside the temple when Chad called after her.
"Hey, Serena"
"Yes?"
"If it makes any difference, I think she has no reason to be angry with you"
"Thanks Chad, it makes a lot of difference"
"Serena, good luck"
Serena turned and smiled at Chad before she made her way into the temple. She knocked softly on Rei's bedroom door.
"Come in"
When she came into the room, she could tell Rei wasn't happy to see her.
"Rei I just..."
"Go away Serena, I don't want to see you right now"
"Rei just let me talk"
"are you hard of hearing, I SAID GO AWAY!"
"Rei it isn't my fault! He kissed me, not the other way around"
"He wasn't himself, and you took advantage of that, it is your fault!"
"Rei, he said something to me yesterday...when he was himself"
"Did he tell you it was a mistake, because I knew he would come around to his senses sooner or later"
"No...He told me he meant what he said...that day, I don't think he regrets what happened between us"
"What happened between you? Something happened between you and your telling me it isn't your fault...it takes two to tango Serena"
"I...I can't ignore the way I feel about him Rei I..."
"But you can ignore the way I feel about him"
"Rei it wasn't like that, it's like we were always meant for each other, we both keep having these memories..."
"So now your telling me you two were lovers in a past life...Serena get out"
"Rei I'm not making this up!"
"SERENA GET OUT!!!"
Serena stood in Rei's room for a few more seconds before she turned and walked out of the room with her head hung low.
"So how'd it go?"
"I don't want to talk about it"
Chad could see how sad she was, and he shouted at her that everything would be OK as she walked down the steps away from the temple.
"SHE JUST NEEDS TIME SERENA, IT'LL BE OK JUST WAIT AND SEE. Serena was heart broken, she couldn't even talk to her about it, let alone change her mind about the subject; she didn't know what to do. Her thoughts were interrupted by the beeping of her Sailor Scout communicator.
"What's up Ami?"
"There's a really bad nega monster at that new restaurant on 6th street, we're going to need Sailor Moon's help"
"I'm on my way"
Serena found a hidden spot on the way to the restaurant and changed into Sailor Moon, and ran full speed towards her friends. When she got there, they were all still fighting strong, but they were obviously beginning to tire.
"Sailor Moon...a little help here"
"I'm on it Jupiter"
The monster was a tall, shapely, scantily clad, hideous vacuum monster that kept trying to suck them into the 'vacuum of doom'. She turned her sights on Sailor Moon, when a rose took her attention.
"Sailor Mars why aren't you backing Sailor Moon up, she needs time to use her tiara"
"She's so powerful, she can back herself up, Mercury"
"Mars you have to let this stupid grudge go, you're going to get us all killed"
"Venus just stay out of it, you haven't been out on a date for the last millennium, you don't know anything about what I'm going through"
"That is SOOO IT!, I can't believe you..."
"HEY YOU GUYS, I COULD USE SOME HELP!"
While the other scouts were fighting, Sailor Moon was dodging the attacks of the demon, and trying to fight the demon all by herself.
"I got it Moon...Jupiter, Thunder...CRASH!!!!"
"Sailor Moon now!"
"Moon...Tiara...MAGIC!!!!!"
The Vacuum chick was dusted now, but there problems still weren't over.
"Mars I'm getting so tired of you endangering the whole group over something so childish...
"Why don't you lecture Sailor Moon Venus, she's the one that�s always crying more than fighting, she's a weak leader and you all know it!
"Hey you guys the cops are coming, we gotta get out of here!"
"You heard Jupiter, we have to get out of here you two"
"Mercury is right, we'll continue this conversation later Mars"
They all fled the scene. When Serena got home Luna was nowhere to be found. She called Mina to see if her and Rei had resolved whatever it was they were fighting over, but she wasn't there either, in fact none of the scouts were at there houses. With no one to talk to and nothing else to do, she got into the bed and went to sleep.
When Darien got home from the fight he had vented most of his anger, but not all. 'What the hell is wrong with Mars?' This was the second time she had almost gotten them all killed. It was crazy, you don't argue with your comrades when you�re fighting a life or death battle. He finally decided he couldn't do anything about it but hope that the scouts could handle it themselves.
The next morning was gloomy and rainy. The temperatures in Tokyo had dropped, but only enough for it to be freezing rain instead of snow. As Serena walked to the arcade she couldn't help but wish it were snow. When she entered the room she thanked God for heating systems and sat down at the counter and waited for Andrew to notice her. She didn't want to flirt today, she just needed a friend to talk to. She was in desperate need of cheering up.
"Hey Serena how are you doing?"
"Well actually, that�s why I came here"
"Really, what's wrong?"
He passed her a hot chocolate noticing the goose bumps on her arms when she took of her coat.
"Is it about you and Rei?"
"How did you know about...?"
"Well Darien tried to talk to her couple of times and told me about that, and Mina and Lita are just as you know, the worlds best gossipers when they're together"
"I guess you're right...Darien tried to talk to her?"
"Yeah, you didn't know?"
"No, I didn't"
"He went to her the day after it happened and tried to talk to her, but she wasn't hearing it. A couple of days later she came up to him and asked him on a date...he said no"
"No wonder she still isn't over it, she got rejected twice in one week"
"Yeah, and it all in some way had to do with you"
"How?"
"Darien didn't turn her down because he had to wash his hair you know"
Serena blushed a little bit at the thought that Darien had turned down Rei because he wanted her.
Darien was walking to the arcade to talk to Andrew when he noticed Serena was there. He figured it wasn't stalking if he was already going to the place, so he stood outside in the freezing rain watching her. He studied every movement, the way she looked when she was sad. He never wanted to see that look again after this day, he was going to make her happy someday. He smiled to himself when he saw her rosy complexion get a little rosier at something Andrew had said to her. Darien was across the street from the arcade watching Serena talking to Andrew when he saw Rei walk go in.
"Good, maybe she's over the whole thing"
He hoped out loud, he couldn't have been more wrong.
Serena was talking to Andrew when he looked over and paused for a second.
"Hey Rei!"
He smiled his warm smile hoping it would calm her little. He could see by the look in her eyes that she was pissed. His smile had no effect. Serena looked up just in time to see Rei's hand flying towards her face. The blow connected hard knocking Serena off the stool she was sitting on, but not off of her feet.
"REI WH..."
"DON'T PLAY STUPID SERENA,YOU KNOW WHY!!"
"No I don't I swear"
Tears were beginning to fall from her eyes.
"THEY VOTED ME OUT BECAUSE OF YOU!!!! THEY SAID I WAS PUTTING THEM ALL IN DANGER, AND THEY KICKED ME OUT!!!!!"
"Rei, I didn't have anything to do with that!"
"Just like you had nothing to do with Darien..?"
"I CAN'T HELP THE WAY I FEEL AND APPERENTLY NEITHER CAN HE!!"
Rei raised her hand to slap Serena again, but it never connected. A strong arm grabbed her before she could hit Serena a second time.
"Darien!"
Rei said his name in surprise.
"Don't ever touch her like that again"
"but, I...I"
Darien let go of Rei's arm and stroked a tear from Serena's face. She looked up at him visibly shaken, and pushed through him and Rei and ran out of the arcade.
"Serena...SERENA WAIT!!!"
Darien took off running after Serena, leaving a stunned Rei behind to Andrew's care. Serena was crying so hard that she couldn't see where she was going. She had left her coat at the arcade her whole body was wet and becoming numb. She was running across a busy intersection when she saw headlights and heard the horn of car that was entirely too close honking. She thought she was done for when she felt his arm around her, and her body being knocked away from the immediate danger.
"YOU HAVE TO BE CAREFUL SERENA YOU COULD HAVE GOTTEN KILLED!!!"
She just looked at him with the ocean welling up once again in her eyes. He was suddenly aware of how cold she was. He helped her to her feet and walked to his apartment, the whole time hoping she would say something. When he got there he took a towel from his closet, and began to dry of the wet Serena.
"Are you OK?"
She just nodded with her eyes towards her hands sitting in her lap. All that was left visible was her shacking body. Darien left and then came back with a shirt.
"I don't have anything that'll fit you, but my shirt should be pretty long on you...you have to et out of those clothes or else you won't warm up"
She slowly reached for his shirt and laid it down next to her on the bed.
"I'll go and make some tea while you change"
Darien left the room and went to the kitchen to make them some warm tea. He wasn't showing it as much as Serena was, but he had left his umbrella in the arcade when he went after her, and he was freezing too. He started the tea and went into his bathroom to dry off and change, when he heard the teakettle whistle he hurried to the kitchen knowing that hot tea would warm both him and Serena. he prepared the tea and walked back into his bedroom. Serena was sitting on the bed like she was before, her school uniform was in a neat pile on the floor, and she was wearing Darien's shirt. He was right, it was pretty long on her, and it seemed to engulf her small frame in it's cottony folds, but it was still too far up her legs not to be slightly enticing. Darien gulped hard when he saw her.
"The tea is ready"
He pushed a cup of hot tea towards her and she lifted it, still so cold she was shaking. She was beginning to worry Darien, she hadn't said a word since she got there, and she was still so cold.
"Serena are you OK?...Come on meatball head say something to me"
He stopped kidding around when he saw tears falling in her lap. He stood up from his place on the floor and sat down on the bad next to her.
"Serena..."
She sad nothing
"Serena look at me...please"
she slowly met her eyes with his gaze.
"Serena..."
"Why?...I don't understand why"
Tears were falling freely from her sky blue eyes
"Serena..."
"Why did you kiss me that day?"
"I don't know I just"
"Rei hates me now"
"Everything'll be OK between you two just wait"
She held her hand to the spot where Rei had slapped her, Darien's hand soon covered hers.
"Serena I don't know who you are, I don't know who I am anymore, but I do know that I care about you...Serena I love you, I always have loved...
"Darien...I..."
"But I don't know what's going on, because I had the same feelings for Sailor Moon, it was like...it was like she was you...."
There was a long pause after that. Serena didn't say anything, she just looked at his eyes, that beautiful blue pool of mystery that had pulled her in the first time they met. She knew she should pretend she was offended about the whole 'I'm in love with Sailor Moon' thing, but she couldn't. The fact he loved both of her forms just made her feel like it was really meant to be, he knew who she was without even knowing.
"Darien, you don't know everything about me, you can't love me"
"I know all I need to know Serena"
Serena stood up from the bed and walked to a window on the other side of the room gazing out on the world below, the world that couldn't touch her right now.
"You don't know everything..."
She felt him behind her whispering in her ear.
"I know you're special, there's something important you're supposed to do on earth...I know you would never let harm come to those you love..."
His warm breath on her cold skin was tantalizing. She closed her eyes and took in the closeness of his body.
"I know, somehow...I'm not sure how, but I know that a long time ago you died for me...
Serena's eyes shot open at his words.
"You died for me too...I remember"
His arms came around her body holding her close to his chest, she was still so cold.
"You were a prince...Endymion...Darien what's happening to me, why am I remembering all this stuff?"
"I don't know, I don't know why I remembered it, only that it's important that we do remember"
Darien held her closer hoping it would calm the shivering of her body.
"You're so cold..."
He kissed her on the back of her neck without thinking, but he was pleased when she didn't push him away. She only spoke his name softly in response.
"And you were a princess, just as beautiful as you are now, were engaged to be married, but something tore us apart"
"Queen Barrel...she told you she would spare your life if you would rule by her side, but you refused"
"I would never trade our love for my life"
Serena turned to look at him. The world was silent, they couldn't hear the bustle of the world around them; there was only silence. Darien brushed a strand of golden hair from her wet lips before taking part in them. He kissed her softly at first, but his passion quickly began to deepen, but with every kiss she matched his yearning. He pulled away from her when he felt himself loosing control.
"Darien..."
He was breathing hard starring at his love from a safe distance.
"I...I'm..."
"It's OK Darien..."
"Serena...I don't want to hurt you"
"Then love me the way you already do..."
He kissed her again deeper this time, not wanting to let go of her. He gently led her to his bed and laid her down underneath his body. She was warm now, both of them were. She shuddered slightly when she felt his hand moving up her thighs, and he hesitated.
"Serena we don't have to do this..."
"I want to Darien, I...I want you tonight, I want you every night"
He kissed her in reply and continued his way up her legs. She was softer than he had imagined, her skin felt like butter under his fingers. He was afraid that if he touched her too roughly, he would hurt her and bruise her flawless skin...he was so afraid he would hurt her.
"Serena...I'm afraid I'll"
"You won't hurt me...I promise"
Her hands made their way to his chest, and she slowly unbuttoned his shirt. She was amazed at how defined his chest was when she push his shirt down his back. She studied his body closely, making an imprint of the sight in her memory. His skin was soft and slightly scarred, but it was still beautiful. His muscles twitched with every movement he made and it was obvious to Serena that he fund time to work out. Her thoughts were broken when she felt his lips on her neck. The sensation of it was driving her body wild. He began to take off the shirt she was wearing, but hesitated.
"Darien?"
"I...Serena if at any point you want me to stop, just say it, I won't be angry or anything like that, so just tell me OK?"
She nodded approval. With her approval he continued to unbutton the shirt that was covering her fragile body. She sighed when she felt the soft fabric being pulled away from her body, and he looked up at her slightly worried.
"Are you OK?"
"I'm fine, just a little nervous"
He smiled when he saw she was trying to nonchalantly cover herself with her hands. He slowly pulled her arms to her sides, hesitating for a moment in case she objected, but she didn't.
"I know I'm probably not what you're used to...I bet you get voluptuous girls all the time, but I..."
"You're beautiful Serena...your perfect"
He kissed her again calming her fears completely. She was beautiful, her petite breast were perky and firm. Her stomach was surprisingly toned for someone that ate so much, and her legs were long and smooth. She was perfect. Serena let out a deep moan when she felt his lips on her breast, teasing her nipples to a point. She moaned harder when she felt his firmness moving with an unconscious rhythm between her legs. She wanted his pants off. Darien was enjoying the reactions of her body when he felt her hands fiddling with the buttons on his pants. He suddenly became aware that he was visibly aroused. She was unzipping his pants when he stopped her.
"What's wrong?"
"Serena...are you sure?"
"I'm positive, are you sure?"
"Yes, I'm just nervous"
She didn't understand why he would be nervous, at least he knew what he was doing, she was afraid she wouldn't be able to stand up to his past lovers, afraid that she wouldn't be able to please him the way some one else had.
"Why are you nervous?"
"probably the same reason you are"
"I think it's the opposite reason"
He smiled to himself knowing the assumption she had already made, but wanting to hear her say it so he could calm all her fears.
"Why are you nervous?"
"I'm not sure if I can please you the way your past lovers did"
She said it looking away from him, hoping his reply would be gentle and not the truth she knew he thought.
"Serena, this is my first time too"
She was shocked, but she was happy to know she was the first and last one that would feel his love.
She smiled at him, and moved his hands away from his pants, and continued to unzip his pants. He moaned when she released his hardness, slightly surprised that he had vocalized his pleasure. She laid back on the bed signaling for him to enter her, and he answered. He moved slowly towards her, inside her stopping when he felt resistance. She was whispering when she spoke.
"Why did you stop?"
He looked at her apologetically.
"It...It's going to hurt you"
She looked a little afraid but simply said "I know" and pulled him closer to his body. The scream she let out when he fully entered her body sliced his heart like a dagger. He held her close to his body, not moving deeper, not moving out, just not moving. He kissed her forehead as she whimpered gently under his body.
"shhhh...It's OK Serena, it's OK it won't hurt again I swear...
He stroked her hair calming her down until the pain subsided, and she stopped crying.
"Do you want me to stop?"
"No, don't"
He followed her directions and soon found a slow rhythmic paced inside of her. She moaned with each thrust, and she moaned louder as he began to loose control. He was moving faster now, deeper. The grip of Serena's hands on his back did nothing but fuel the desire inside of him.
"Darien...I...I..."
She was breathing hard, he knew she was close to the edge, he was close as well. He half grunted half moaned her name as he drew closer to climax.
"Darien..."
She moaned his name again as he moved deeper into her body...and deeper...and deeper. She was falling.
"Darien...I LOVE YOU!"
He moaned her name in her ear as he fell over the edge with her, holding her body close as spasms took them both over. He rolled over on the bed next to her breathing heavily. He pulled Serena close to his body and was a little worried when he felt her softly shaking in his arms.
"Serena..."
"I'm fine, I just ready wasn't ready for the way it felt I guess...you're shivering too"
She smiled when she saw him smile at the realization that, like Serena, he couldn't handle the love she had to give him without feeling it afterwards. He kissed her gently on her forehead, and stroked her hair until he felt her body succumb to sleep. When he was satisfied that she was alright, he pulled her closer to his body, so her head was underneath his chin and resting on his chest. After awhile, he also lost the fight with consciousness, and found himself in a sweet dream where he and Serena would live with each other for eternity.