Breathe in.
Breathe out.
No one saw it coming.
Weren't we going to make one more album?
Wasn't A.J doing so much better?
Wasn't Nick making a solo album okay?
Was Kevin being too polititcal?
Was Howie too involved with his other businesses?
I thought everyone was okay with me starting my family......
I didn't even believe it was really happening. I thought everything was agreed on - WE would announce it.
I knew it was eventually going to happen-the end of our run- just not Backstreet.
Breathe in.
Breathe out.
I refuse to call it the end of Backstreet.We will always be Backstreet. Just because we may not record anymore, just because we won't tour anymore, doesn't mean we aren't Backstreet. It's in our blood and they ARE my brothers.
I'm just shocked he would do this.
I would never of put it past him to do it. I'm just shocked that he would do it without anyone else and so swiftly.I could hardly take a breath and really process what was happening when he went and announced that we were no longer a band- or at least the kind that eveyone once loved.
Hell, maybe they still love us, but they all had to grow up eventually.
We knew that this would happen, the inevitable.
Breathe in.
Breathe out.
Why did we do this again?
Why does this feel like this isn't the end?
I don't know how the others are handling it,I haven't talked to them since that last meeting.
I don't know who this is affecting the most.
Maybe that's why this happened.
We don't know each other anymore......
I mean we will always know each other, but I think we lost touch with who we all became somewhere down the road.
Wow.
This is really happening.
Breathe in.
Breathe out.