Gave my heart away again,
One more chance at love,
Starting to have thought again,
Walls starting to build,
Here come the lies again,
Anger starting to rise,
Im not falling for the shit again,
See the pain in my eyes?
I'm not stopping my life again,
Something I don't have is time,
Please don't fuck up again,
My patients have been worn,
Why do I have to act like this again?
Why did you have to lie?
My heart is chipped again,
Memories flying by,
Im dealing with this again,
If this is how it is..i'm out
My heart will not be broken again,
I put all my trust in you,
You promised it wouldn't be this way again,
but how can I be sure?
It seems the same old shit again,
I'm one foot out the door,
Taking me for a regular girl again,
Don't cry when we are no more
Written April 14, 2003
April Wynne
(this poem can be read from bottem to top as well as top to bottem)
I tried to keep it inside,
Make it go away,
The anger is near the rim,
Can't cry anymore,
Emotions confuse me,
Tired of feeling,
It hurts so bad,
My heart,
It's colder at night,
Alone,
Not so easily mended,
My heart
Please take the pain away,
Tired of feeling,
Anger please lay dormant,
Can't cry anymore,
I'm scared of what i'd find,
Make it go away.
Written March 5, 2003
April Wynne
I wake up with a smile,
Hasn't been that way in awhile.
Take a deep breath,
Wasn't done sleeping yet.
A memory flashes by,
A reminder of last night.
The look in you eye,
How you held me so tight.
Part of me cautious
Overwhelming thoughts making me nauseous,
This could all be over in a blink,
Can something this great exist?
These feelings hit me hard,
Like a face to a fist.
Feels like i'm in a hallmark card,
Never thought i'd meet someone like you,
Please let this be real,
I hope this time, it's true
Once again i can feel
Written June 14, 2003
April Wynne