achel and I have known each other
for about 2 years. She's my girlfriend, and along with that, my best friend.
We both have gone through some tough times 
and
have given advise to each other on situations that have come across our paths
in life. We didn't talk that much at first, but the past few months, we became
close. Through these times, we established a friendship that just propagated.
All my friends noticed that I was always on the phone, and knew who I was talking
too. My baby B.E.D.! I was constatly on the phone with her. Heck, our phone
bills were a joke. Rachel is a good listener, and I'm a good talker, so that
worked out! If I wasn't busy I would jump immediately on the phone and just
call her. Whenever I would hear the phone ring, of course I would say "hello.",
but when I heard her voice, it was so pleasing to my ears.Till this day, we
never run out of things to talk about. As 
our
friendship grew so did my feelings for her. I wasn't sure if I liked her, or
if she was just a good friendl. I just like the way the relationship was at
the time. We began to see each other more often, and it just put a big smile
on my face each time I saw her.I began to see her in a different way. If I wasn't
on the phone with her at this point we would see each other or unfortunately
be at work. Still at this time, I was single, and I was seeking attention, so
I began to flirt with just anyone. When I flirted with Rachel, I got drawn in.
We would flirt big time. At this point I knew I liked her, but I was to shy
to make any moves, and I would never want to jeopardize my friendship with her
but inside I wished this flirting would be reality. One day, my friend Jeff
Mallet was having a birthday party, and Rachel had to leave early. As I was
walking her out, I was going to filrt a little bit more than usual, and just
give her a quick peck on the lips. Well, it didn't turn out to be just a peck.
I loved giving her a kiss, and to me, there was a lot of feeling in there. At
this point, I knew I wanted her bad. I was dating people at the time, but nothing
serious, but I knew I just wanted to cross the line with her, and
tell her how I felt. As time went on, we just constatly kissed and we never
reallytalked about things, we just knew how we
felt about each other without saying anything. I couldn't believe it! Here I
am kissing and liking this beautiful girl, and the weird thing was that she
was my close friend. I didn't want to ruin anything with her but I couldn't
just stop my feelings. I started shutting off the people that I was dating,
(Eryka, another girl named Rachel, Ana, etc.) All I know is that I just wanted
to see wussup with Rachel, and see what happens from there. Well a lot happen
from there. See at this time, I wasn't sure if she would want to settle down.
I wasn't sure if I was ready myself. I was single and happy. Then I thought,
hmmm... I know I would be even more happy if I was able to show how much I care
about Rachel by being with her. My thoughts in my head were "I love her company,
I love her kisses, I love her as a person, why am I holding back?". From there,
I knew I shouldn't hold back. I was kinda scared to ask her due to the fact
that 1) I wasn't sure what 
she
would say 2) Not sure what was going through her head 3) If the feelings were
the same 4) I don't handle rejection that good cuz no one says no to me LOL!
All I know is that I wanted her to be my lady! So I wrote her a letter to read
in front of me, and in the letter I asked her several questions and told her
to look at me and answer these question, that way I could know if her thoughts
and feelings were the same. And the last question, I didn't write, but I asked
her to be my lady. She said YES!! HOORAY!!! And from June 19, 2000 we have been
together. :)
To
My Brown eyed girl, I wouldn't Have known, That My feelings for you, would begin to grow, Everything, just feels so right, especially when your presence is at my sight. I really can't explain, what brought us together, and I hope that your feelings, would last forever. We started off, just as friends, and I hope that feeling wont come to an end. But then I got greedy, and I wanted more, and being around you, made my feelings soar. I began to flirt, to hide my true thought, and around this time, my heart was caught. You were leaving Jeff's party, and I just wanted a peck. "Should I?" was the question, and I thought "oh what the heck." From that day, I thought about things, and thought about the joy you bring. I know that you, were frightened and scared, but in my heart, I knew I cared. I want to show you, the meaning of love,cuz the way I feel, you were sent from above. I was scared to ask you, to be my lady. So I wrote you a letter, while listening to "Slim Shady". Once you said yes, my dreams have come true. And now my days, are bright and not blue. Asking the question, I'll never regret, All the times I've been hurt, I now can forget. My Love for you, is endless and strong, and I can't hold in my love, for that very long. I wish you knew, how I feel inside, and know that my heart, will never subside. As I look at you, and you look at me, I know that we, were meant to be.
Love Always
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