| twelve |
| nobody likes you shut up, you're disappointing don't say a word. be quiet, nobody likes you, you're never heard. don't talk to me, it's bad policy. i'm cool and you're not, I'll remind you incase you forgot. you're stupid, you're never on time. you're not what I wanted you're not what I need, don't try to be me. shut up, you're frustrating don't look at me. Don't come around, you're irritating. don't make me look at your face don't make me share your space. what else can I say, what else can I do? to make you get it, nobody likes you. |
| intimidation I cannot look you straight in the eye, or give you ground to walk on me. I will not give you reason to justify, talking down to me. I will pass by you won't give you room to dismiss I won't smile or give you false hopes. I haven't ever longed for you to stop me in the sidewalk or make me love you, because you cannot. If you persist, I will persistantly shut you off. I cannot find my self esteem when you look at me like that. buried in my hopes and dreams, and singled out in lack. what you want, I do not, cannot give away what you need you will never find. I cannot offer you anything but dismissal and rejection. because I find in myself intimidation. |
| ignorance and greed what I want, I do not need what I need, I never ask for and much like before, I am swallowed in my ignorance and greed. what I sow, I will reep and alike the rules will follow step into the morrow controlled by my ignorance and greed. when you follow, when I lead my example, thoughts and actions to be carried on through you and replay my faults, ignorance and greed. when I break, when I bleed when you see the willowy white the ghost behind the light the one who despises ignorance and greed. who I am, who I need the person I want to be someone that isn't me someone without, ignorance and greed. |
| good intentions I don't want good intentions I don't want apologies all I want is a little attention all I want is a little quality time, if all you have is not enough if you don't even try don't parade your actions off as love don't make me cry. good intentions don't count if that's all I ever hear about. |