| eleven |
| frightened I might pull away from your help. sometimes I just need to figure things out myself. I'm growing up letting my wings unfold. and it's even harder to carry the load to keep on though it's rough and walk the road alone. but no matter how tough I need to do it on my own. let me go let me live or let me die. let me learn the hard way, let me laugh, let me cry. let me discover it for myself let me witness it all, believe in me i will get up, when i fall. yes I'm frightened but not too much to try. let me live my life, let me say goodbye. |
| I gave to you there was my all, there was my beating heart before you. it was everything I had. it was everything to me. it was everything for you. i gave it voluntarily. it was my all, wrapped up in me a single beating heart a life and love eternally. what no one else could ever have. that is what i gave, to you. |
| unlike never "her" never "him" you never were like them. never "he" never "they" i can see you've changed now you've become just like them just the some just like him. the one I hated truly despise understated habitual lies. i thought i'd found a jewel in you a safer ground a sturdy truth. but all i found was deep regret a shaky ground left to forget. always "her" always "him" you always were, just like them. now i see the face behind the mask turn from me and walk into the past. |
| brunt whispers fall on my back giggles follow the stares laughter from my lack consequence of dares. I find I like the silence back beyond the crowd. back in my deffense, where my thoughts are loud. suffer by myself suffer all alone. share it with no one else, make it unknown. there I am the brunt of every schoolboy taunt. and every wicked stunt, for which becomes my haunt. |
| Let me Go If I can't have your best, I don't want any part of you. and If I'm just like the rest, there's nothing I can do to make you trust in me to give me a chance without your faith I'll always be a victim of circomstance. In a life of your chaos, drowning in confusion; I'm a willing fool but not willing to call this a loss. If I can't have it all I won't take bits and pieces and you'll never solve this but making excuses. let down your guard, it's time to show give me your heart, or let me go. |
| Guard you've got secrets you keep so much from me. and you get frustrated for me not understanding. and you grow more intimidated, and demanding. how am I supposed to be there for you, when you're no-where to be found? you've got nothing to prove, I just want you around. I know love and life is hard, I want it only with you, but only if you want me to; so let down your guard. |