| My Memories Have you ever heard someone say that true love does not exist or that you can't find true love online. Well I am here to tell you that true love does exist and you can find it online..."KNIGHTS IN SHINING ARMOR DO EXSIST" they may not ride up on a big white horse but chrome and steel are the next best thing. I met Scott online about a year or so before he left us. In the beginning we just talked online whenever we both were on, we joked around alot and talked about our lives and our days mostly. He talked alot about his little boy Kenny and about riding his Harley and about his job where he worked at the lower plant at Ormet about his freinds and family, this and that. At the time we met I was going through some pretty bad things in my life and wasn't really looking to meet anyone and Scott always seemed pretty busy with his job working alot of over time and when he wasn't working he spent his time with his son. Of course there was Wednesday nite's when he like every other guy in our town would go to the Moose for the nightly drawing and play pool. Scott was a devoted Father though, his son was everything to him and came before anything in his life. There would be alot of nights we would be talking and he would tell me he had to go because he had to give Kenny his bath and read him a story and put him to bed. He always gave me a hard time about not eating, because everytime he asked me if I had eaten anything that particular day and I said yeah Swedish Fish he constantly teased me about it but in time it was something he would end up gettin hooked on to. More and more as Scott and I talked he mentioned on and off about us meeting but because of one thing or another we just never set a tenative date or time we just talked about it alot. Then one day out of the blue I signed online after about three days of not being online and Scott had left me several offline messages that he wanted to meet and to let him know the next time I would be online. I left him a time to be online and that we could talk about meeting. Scott and I met online that night and we talked about when would be a good time to meet and where. When we started talking about the where, we laughed cause we come to realize that we had no clue where each other lived exactly and to say the least when he asked me where I lived it was a total shock to us both when we realized we just lived 10 minutes away from each other. So Scott and I made plans to meet that night since we had no plans we decided to take advantage of it since we always had a hard time coming up with a meeting time in the past because his life and mine seemed so hectic. We decided to meet at the locks around 7 that night and he told me I better not chicken out to be there and look for a white truck. I got there around 6:30 I was so scared and nervous because after all those months talking to him I realized we really didn't know that much about each other personally or what each other looked liked....We described our looks online but that was as far as that got so I was pretty scared waiting on him to get there. I felt like time stood still waiting on him to get there, and then I saw the white truck pulling into the parking lot and my heart felt like it was going to beat out of my chest. I turned my back to the parking lot and waited on him to come down to where I was and then I felt him standing behind me and at that point I was shaking so bad I could hardly breathe. Then Scott said hi, and took my hand and said look here and when I turned around I was starring right into the most darkest most beautifull eyes I had ever seen and his smile totally melted my heart. We walked around there for a little bit and then he said come on let's go for a ride. We got into his truck and just rode all these back roads talking about music and movies and about his son and about this an that in his life and about his job at the plant and riding his harley and why I got my tongue pierced which he thought was pretty awesome lol and we talked about his liking to go to Atlantic City and maybe us going together sometime, he said I could keep him out of trouble lol Well about a hour after we started driving Scott takes this dirt road and drives out into this field to the top of this knoll and parks the truck and gets out...I had no clue what he was doing so I just sat there. Next thing I knew he was opening my door and taking me by the hand so I could get out..we walked around there in the field and he never said anything at first. The night was breath taking though you could see for miles and there were just that many stars miles and miles of them. Then before I could blink an eye Scott turned me towards him and kissed me and looked into my eyes and said I would like to see more of you so what do you think? Well at that moment and at that time he stole my heart away and I would never look back. We stood there in each others arms and I wish that time would have just stopped but we did get back in the truck and he took me back to my truck and we sat in the parking lot and talked for a little while longer exchanged phone numbers and said goodnite. In the months to come Scott and I shared alot of good times..Staying with Scott was always an adventure, the first time Scott invited me out was I guess the first time I really realized how much he cared about me, because the first night we met he said that he would invite me out sometime when he could but that he didnt want to rush things because of his son. He said he didn't like to invite someone out that Kenny might get attached to and then not have things work out but it was only three days after we met that he invited me to his house. He gave me directions and told me when I got to his lane to just keep driving because it would seem like I was never going to reach the end of it but to just keep driving. I started out this lane and he wasnt joking about how long it took to get out to his plac, but as I was drivng up to his place I saw a lady walking alittle boy and I assumed it had to be Scotts son and step mom that he told me about. I thought wow he invited me here with his son here how cool. Next Page |
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