| Scott loved to ride his bike. I remember one night I went out to see him and thought he was going to be at work and I was to wait for him but I saw his truck in the drive way and I thought wow he's home but then when I went in the trailer he left a note saying baby , wait for me I will be home after work. I thought surely he didn't ride his bike to work it was freezing cold out. Buttttttttttt I was wrong cause about an hour after I got there I heard his harley come up the drive and when he came in he had so many clothes on I had to laugh but he loved to ride. Scott and I always had alot of fun teasing each other though he loved giving me heck about the "KILLER DEER" Scott use to laugh when I came to his place and it was dark cause I was so scared of walking from his Dads driveway to his trailer. Scott lived out in the country and when it was dark and quiet out there you could hear all kinds of things running in the woods and making noise. I use to sit in my truck till he came out to get me and I made him walk me back if I left before it got day light. There was once when he was sick and didn't feel like walking me out and half way out to my truck he yells look out Killer Deer. lol There were special times to, I guess the one I remember most outside the night we met was when he and Kenny were hanging up Christmas stockings in the hallway entrance and after Scott hung his up and then Kenny's , Scott says well Kris needs one and I said oh that is okay I don't and Scott said yeah you do and he had bought one for me and hung it to. We had some other special times but those are ours to remember. I hoped for more days and months for us but...................... It wasn't meant to be I had made plans to see Scott the week of October 25th, but I ended up with problems with my store that I had to take care of. God had other plans for my baby, "My Knight In Shining Armor" Alot of us take life for granted and we don't always appreciate what we have when we have it. Some of us are always looking for bigger and better things and never happy or satisfied with what we have. Never take things for granted ever because tomorrow may never come, dont put off saying those special things to someone in your life or doing the things you want to do. "WILL THE LOVE YOU GIVE TODAY BE ENOUGH TO LAST , IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES? I have tried to go on with my life I am still alone because I don't know what to do sometimes or even what to think, I know that no on will ever take his place in my heart , but someday maybe someone will come along that will help me to learn to love again. but it is hard even to this day I sit and think about the times I had with Scott. I know that he was the type of person that made an impact on everyone he touched in his life and you couldn't help but love him. I go to our special spot as often as I can and sit and talk to him, and I am telling you that I can feel him there giving me strength to live the days that I have left ahead of me without him. So take heart all of you who have lost someone you love, they are close"JUST BELIEVE" Thank you Baby for showing me what it felt like "TO FLY" 143 baby As you laid sleeping, I gave you one last kiss, placed that rose at your feet. I said goodbye, but with you I left my heart ..... " "I would have loved you anyways" My knight in shining armorr |
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