Well, it's really raining outside.  And I'm pretty sleepy.  Not a good combo.  I had another odd little dream, not as bad as others I've had recently, but still.  I think I just need to find a good medication that makes me sleep soundly.  Maybe I could start getting drunk before going to bed or something.
  I have a hole in my jacket.  Damnit, this is my favorite jacket!
  I notice in the paper that they've done another stupid study:  People who drive without a liscence are more likely to be in fatal car crashes.  Duh!  They don't have a liscence for a reason!  Either they are too stupid to pass the driver's test or they had it revoked for being dumbasses.  I wonder how much it cost to figure this out.
  I was reading the Cthulhu Mythos in bed last night and got to thinking:  would I worship a Dark God in exchange for power?  If was a choice between following an evil deity or no deity at all, what would my choice be?  A part of me says that I would go for the power, but it really depends on how bad the god is.  Sacrifice of enemy soldiers - I could probably do that.  Eating babies- wouldn't go that far.  There's just a line where the cost of self is greater thatn the potential gain, and it's just not worth it anymore. 
  Speaking of Evil Gods, something I got to thinking about after practice Wednesday:  Bobo said that I knew a lot of Bible stuff to be such a Christian-hater.  Blake said that it's probably because I've had so much shoved down my throat that I got sick of it, which is partly true.  That sounds like I don't go to church to be rebellious, though, which isn't true.  The main reason I hate the Christian religion is that I understand what I read.  I understand their history.  When Christians ask me why I "reject God," I reply that I read the Bible.  And understood it.  So many people will read into it something good when it's clearly something atrocious.  Another reason I know Christian stuff is because I like mythology.  It gives you an insight into the mind of a people when you understand their spiritual world.  Finally, I study the Bible because I enjoy nothing more than taking something holy and perverting it to suit my own ends.  Even better yet, not having to pervert it or use it out of context but use it as it is because it is damning evidence in and of itself.  On that note, I propose a Heathen Bible Study Group.  It would be fun!  We could look though the Good Book and find the good stuff, the funny stuff, the sexy stuff, the dirty stuff, and the stuff that absolutely chills the blood.  There's a lot of the latter.  Plus we would get to spend time togehter doing something we all enjoy- bitching about Christians.  Maybe we could even find a church to host our little study group.  That would be great.  Take Blake to a church and watch people's faces when he starts "goddamning" this and "fucking" that.  I'll bet some people would pass out dead, which is an accomplishment.  Fewer Christians stinking up our world.
  "No pleasure, no rapture, no exquisite sin greater- than central air."  I love that quote.  Hell, I love that movie.   Matt Damon...*drools*
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