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Burn  I'm sad to announce that we'll be having no more sex!! The show that sexually liberated women across America, has finally put the last notch on it's belt. Last weeks' final episode was a sad but happy one. Carrie is my idol and inspiration. Good bye martinis'and brunch at the park. One day I too will be rockin' manolo and jimmy choo...till then, it's shoe time!!  "If you confess with your mouth, 'Jesus is Lord,' and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For it with your heart that you believe and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you confess and are saved" (Romans 10:9-10) March Events:
It's a Girl!  Baby name finder The bootylicious Babes will be showering our own Diva/mother-to-be on March 20, 2004. So,if anybody has ideas on games, decorations, and stuff, please speak up!! Ima suggested that we serve all "baby" foods like baby corn, baby carrots and baby back ribs!! haha! (that episode when Rebecca first told Jesse that she was pregnant.) You're soo cute, Immers!! Secret Cupids: Me-->Alisa-->Gail-->Giget-->Ima-->M-->Me Alisa-let's see who can make it to the finish line first. Let the games begin! (hehe)What does it take to get some security around here!!  "We need a sobriety check, officer!!" 02/06/04 
ROTK brought out the broom but where was Bloom?? Orlando and Viggo were MIA but Congrats for sweeping the Oscars (first ever for a movie to win all of it's categories: 11 to be exact!!) Happy Chinese New Year: The year of the Monkey.
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March 8,2004 Isn't it funny how time plays such a crucial role? I was well aware that I was on "e" (sorry, ravers, I'm not talking about that kind of "e") yet I put off getting gas till today. So I left my house a little early and decided to take Central all the way to work. I was contemplating taking Monte Vista (the back road) but thought that it wouldn't be as busy. I was at a complete stop at a red light (Central and Chino avenue, you know right before the train tracks and before the Civic Center). I was the first on my lane headed north bound and on my left was the left turn arrow. Well, once that turned green (and yes, the light to go straight was still red), I heard the big U-haul truck behind me push it's gas. From then everything was in slow motion, I looked on my rear view mirror and right before the impact I thought to myself, "No!!! Not again!!" I jolted forward and heard a loud crash!! Policemen and paramedics were there. At that time I thought that I was physically okay and denied any treatment from them. Now, 12 hours after the accident; the left side of my back hurts, not to mention my neck relapse from 1998. It makes me want to sing that gosh awful song, "My neck, my back..." Well, this is my third stike, seems to happen to me every two years. 1998, 2000, now 2004. Yeah, I was due!! Some encouragment from my Dad, "Well, you survived 3 times, the 4th one, you'll die." Good to know , pops! Now if only I took five minutes longer getting gas or drove a little faster... February 27,2004 Once again, it's another Friday night and I am home with Mosby reading seven of his chapters about the history of medications. What a life, huh?? I have finally succomb to the fact that this is my life now. I'm not at the same level where everyone else is at or where they would like me to be. Maybe it's not all due to the nursing program...I don't know. Maybe I'm not a fun person to hang out with anymore. I can't totally condemn someone for partying every weekend, all weekend long even up till like 12 in the afternoon.. I have never been the type of person to make someone choose their friends over me. But lately, I feel inept at times. Don't know what it it. Maybe I've come to the conclusion that I prefer to have someone who's done with the party scene, someone who's stable and settled... February 25,2004 A funny thing happened today while I was going to class. I was suddenly stopped by some guy, who right away said, "I thought Lucy Lui was the finest asian up until I saw you!" I couldn't hold myself from laughing at such an idiotic pick up line. The two people who passed by also chuckled. I was embarrassed for the both of us. This guy couldn't be serious??!! What's even worse was that this was the same guy who hit on me three weeks ago. The same guy who insulted my intellegence to inform me that "a true pinay would know that Quezon City is the capitol of the Philippines". My goodness!! This boy must hit on alot of girls if I didn't look familar to he...*tisk*tisk*tisk*. Anyhoo, I can't believe I made it through the week. I studied so much cuz of my mid term in Pharmacology, two test in Child 10, not including two reports that were due (one consisited of 2 pages and the other one an 8 page child study). Today, I finally rested and I just feel asleep on my bed with the sound of the rain outside my window. February 12,2004 Valentine's Day is here again. I want to have the feeling of "being in love" over and over again. I want it all. The whole butterflies, heartbeat racing, and sweaty palms and to feel like I'm the only girl in his world. I want to be a princess in his eyes and to be treated like one. Now, is that too much to ask for? I'm tired of being the one to always give myself. I begin to feel that romance and this so called "true love" is just some ficticious story we are told to believe and hope for. For once in awhile I wanna be in the passenger seat. "Shot gun!!" ** Last night's dream: I dreamt that I was having an affair with Adam Sandler.(Sorry M, but you know that you and me have totally opposite taste!!)** February 10,2004 Have I partied too much or haven't partied enough? A part of me feels like I'm getting older. I should have been swept away by my prince charming ( a doctor or police man in disguise) living in our gorgeous white castle. Yet I haven't accomplished anything nor do I have anything to show for. I should already be out of the house, working 12 hour shifts as an RN, and supporting myself. But then, there's another side of me who feels like I haven't partied enough. Being how young I was and getting into a serious relationship, made me kind of feel like I missed or even skiped a part of my life. When I see everyone partying, going out and have the time of their lives, I kinda want to be a part of it. February 4,2004 I always find that there is never enough days in the week or hours in the day. I find my life very monotonous and repeticious. I need CHANGE in my life!! I don't know, it seems like I can't totally relax and enjoy "LIFE" until I actually graduate. I can't waste anymore time~my goodness, I'm like on this 10 year program!! And that's where I feel a sense of failure. I can't afford to mess up while I'm in the program. I feel a lot of pressure and stress. I feel like I'm not the only one who'll be disappointed if I don't do well, but I know I'll dissapoint my mom, my family, cousins, friends, John and even his family. February 1, 2004 Another weekend has come and gone. And what did I do, you might ask. Thursday: worked at night and rented videos with John Friday: worked at night and had dinner with Mike and JP Saturday: worked at night, had dinner with the crew Sunday: worked in the afternoon, chilled at Alisa's for the SuperBowl Now do you see anywhere in those day that I studied??!! January 26, 2004 I got an urgent voice mail today saying that Marianna is going to the hospital!! Poor girl, who ever she is, the message never got relayed to who ever this person was trying to reach in the first place!! Anyways, today I was in school from 6:30 AM till 7 PM and boy, are my arms tired...haha!! I had one test and one quiz. I think I pretty much rocked it!!..ok, let's not get too cocky here...I think I did pretty well. We will see the results on Monday and we will see if staying home all weekend was worth it or if I have to adjust my study habits a little more. January 24, 2004 Just one little tiny incident can determine how I'll feel the rest of the day and even up to the following day. Yesterday at work, I had not just one, or two, but THREE boxes of merchandize stolen from me. These cases had over 30 items in each box, each items costing about $200-$300!! Damn that family with no f**ken morals!! You all shall go to hell!!( as you can tell, I'm just a little distraut about this situation). Now, I don't know what will happen to me at work. Nothing terrible like this has ever happen and I know that I cost the store thousands of dollars!! Sometimes I believe that there's no good people in the world. There are those that will take advantage of someone else's kindness, steal from them, lie to them and do other malicious actions; just to satisfy their own needs!! Evil, EVIL PEOPLE!! January 23, 2004 Love can be the worst thing or the best thing to happen in someone's life. I believe that we are all foolish at times and we tend to think with our hearts more than with our heads. A part of me hasn't forgotten and I haven't fully forgiven. As much as I would want to; something inside of me won't. And I'm not sure if this is healthy for me, if it's made me a stronger person, or a more vulnerable one. I'm just not quite sure. But what I know for sure is that I can't let the life that I've shared with someone for over 9 years go completely. January 21, 2004 I had the weirdest dream last night. I dreamt that I was shaving my legs and there was this particular stubborn hair on my knee that gave me a problem. All of a sudden, I cut myself~ and this wasn't just a regular knick, it was like I sliced half the layer of my skin. It looked soo gross because I saw the muscles and part of bone and there was blood, but blood wasn't gushing out. Then I accidently did the same thing with my other knee. So through out the whole dream I was worried about my knees. I bandaged it up and Ima ( my cousin but it didn't look like her but I knew it ws suppose to be her) came in with some white boy that was suppose to be her boyfriend...and then me, ima, and Gig were in an old station wagon with a mattress in the back, met up with Uncle Lito at work, who was working at some old motel area. Then all my other uncles were there too, Uncle Boyeth and Kuya Totoy. The three of us (me, Ima, Gig) were driving around looking for something but all I kept worrying about was if my knees were gonna start bleeding from the cuts....Well, that's all I could remember...Weird huh??..Now analize that Gig!! January 7, 2004 I have become obssessed with handbags~ but I have made a pack with the devil. Window shopping and web surfing is the only thing feeding my need. Slowly the girls will break and I will once again reign queen and turn my "looking" into buying.I have a goal and tactic in mind and when I finally win; not only will the cash be mine, but I will be walking away with with a brand new Christian Dior and Fendi bag!! MUUUUU-HAHA (Dr. Evil Laugh)!! But let's not lose my focus. First thing's first; I must first learn to wiggle my big toe! |
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