Fool me twice, shame on me.
The first time I thought it was a mistake.
The second time, not the same.
I thought I knew you.
Until now.
Your lies, unending.
Your schemes, malicious, selfish.
You think you know how to love.
You don't.
I am stronger now.
Wiser now.
I'm tired of being put in the middle.
I'm ending it.
Your lies will stop.
Your schemes, revealed.
Go ahead, hate me.
And I will shed no tears.
I have shed a million already.
For the promises you have broken,
The lives you have scarred.
I will lie for you no more.
I gave you all of me.
Every last bit of my heart, mind, body, and soul.
I knew it was too good to be true.
I gave you all of me anyway.
You played with my mind,
Toyed at my heart.
I was sick with my love for you.
You could do no wrong in my eyes.
Until you killed my spirit.
And tore it out of me.
I've never been the same.
I never will be.
Hearing your name brings tears to my eyes,
And hate in my heart.
Forgive and forget, they say.
I don't know if I can.
What will it take?
A million apologies,
A lifetime of trust.
I don't know.
Maybe someday you will bring my spirit back to life,
Maybe someday you will give my spirit back to me.
Maybe someday I will be whole again,
Happy again.
Would you do that for me?
Could you do that for me.
Only time will tell.
I will take that chance.
You can't kill a spirit twice.
If there isn't any left.
I feel a little lighter,
Each day,
As my days of freedom
Get closer.
I look off in the distance,
I see the beautiful sun,
Coaxing me into its light.
To leave it all behind
The drama,
The fear,
The monotony.
To start anew.
To try to be happy and carefree again.
To discover myself,
Rediscover myself.
Be happy for me,
You might like the new me.
Don't worry, you will be missed,
But I must leave.
Someday I will return.
Free.
I'm not falling for your charm.
You can't have everything.
You certainly don't deserve it.
I'm on to you,
And I'm staying away.
Let everyone else be lured in by your facade of humor and charm.
Someday they'll see
How much trouble you really are.
So keep playing your games,
See how far you will get.
Eventually, you'll be stopped dead in your tracks.
And you will be left with nothing.
Can't stand it.
Why don't you fucking people believe in me?
Why the fuck don't you trust me?
I did nothing to you.
All I do is care,
And listen,
And live for you people.
For you to walk all over me.
I need to leave,
Go where people care,
And listen,
And believe in me.
What the fuck did I ever do to you?
Nothing.
And I will do nothing for you again.