We've been through thick and thin,
Smiles and heartaches.
I can tell you anything,
And you listen.
And I do the same.
You are my sister.
Never thought you would distrust me.
Never thought we would never speak again.
Your betrayal cuts like a knife.
I don't know if things will ever be the same.
I think I could forgive you.
But who knows what good that would do.
Another time will pass by,
Where you decide not to talk to me again.
It's a neverending cycle,
An ongoing pattern lately
That needs to end.
I can't keep going like this
A sister is a sister all the time.
Not here and there
Not when its convenient.
I should never have to explain myself to you.
I should never have to defend myself to you.
I have no reason to.
We could try to be friends again.
Someday.
But I don't think I can trust you.
At least not as much as I used to.
A strong bond.
Has forever been broken.
We've been through thick and thin
Smiles and heartaches.
I used to tell you everything
And you used to listen.
You were my sister.
It was the beginning of the end.
They started falling
Out of the existence of which we knew them.
New memories had ended.
The old ones to be left
As only mere memories
Of what was lost
And what will never return.
Memories of loss
Memories of wrongdoing
Memories of longing
Soon followed.
Life went on.
But the old memories still lingered
The beginning of the end quickly
Approaching once more.
I started falling
Out of the existence of which they knew me.
New memories had ended.
The old ones to be left
As mere memories
Memories of pain
Memories of betrayal
Memories of lies
Still follow.
I never thought
I'd be one of the ones
To have to start a new life
New memories
With different people
But life will go on...
Right?
Friends will come and go,
But true friends will stay.
For the old memories,
For the new.
For the beginnings
And the endings
They will never fall
Out of the existence of which I knew them.
They will be with me
From the beginning
And after the end.
I wish things
Hadn't turned out
The way they did.
Who knows where we'd be today.
Together forever?
Only friends?
We'll never know.
She got in the way.
With her lies and manipulations.
But I could never tell you.
It broke my heart
To see such wrong
To see your heart ache for her
While she played her games.
Then you found out.
Justice, finally served.
The truth, exposed.
You swore it was over.
But deep down,
I knew better.
You'd always be untouchable
No matter the outcome.
Because you had been with her.
Because your heart is with her.
It's ok...that's life...I'm over it.
It's just that we'll never know
What would have been
If you had chosen me.
Untouchable is all you'll ever be to me.