louis

I loved you,
Even though it was never said,
And I will allways love you,
Till the day my life ends.

I am sorry I put you through this Hell,
I should have staid away,
I shouldn't have in love fell,
When you asked me out I should have said no, but I said yes anyway.

My heart is braking,
I am so upset, my hands are shaking,
My soul is aching,
All for you my world is quaking.

I didn't want to do this to you,
I wish I didn't do this to me,
There is so much pain to undo,
And the end of this pain I can't see.

I can only say I'm sorry,
For all that I have done,
As far as I can see,
This fight I have not won.

I am so upset I can't even eat,
Just to pass the time,
I curl up, and cry myself to sleep.

I am too upset to shower,
Or to even get dressed,
I am misserable,
My life is a mess.

Death is an option now,
I would do it I swear,
But I don't know how.

That would only give them satisfaction,
But it really is time,
Time to take action.

I will allways remember,
I will never forget,
I will allways remember you,
My first kiss.

(C) Brandi Noel
To: Louis