U:n:t:i:t:l:e:d
Today is just another mask
Time is just a shield
I just need the shelter
So behind them I can heal
Maybe some scars aren't meant to fade
But brand you for a reason
At with least emotional cuts
I'm the only one that sees them

It's a cycle I can't break
It's a trap I can't escape
It's my deepest darkest secret
I just curl up and disconnect

I'd tried running but I'm too weak
But I'm too scared to hide
All I can do is go on fighting
With nobody by my side
This torture was my own mistake
And for eternity I sold my soul
Never guessing - fool I am
I'd spend eternity in this hole
Second Best
Just one of crowd, never an exception
She doesn't stand out and she's nothing special
Even at best she's only second
She doesn't make a statement
She doesn't turn your head
She's quite pretty in that forlorn way
But you can do better
Even at best she's only second
You can tell she wants to be noticed
But she's too shy to really try
She wouldn't win any prizes
And you have to pity her
Even at best she's only second
She's got no skills and she's scared to be original
She craves the attention
But she runs from the eyes
She refuses to be different
Yet she's not just another sheep
She's unlike all the others
Maybe she's a freak, because
Even at best, she's only second

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Bleed to Death
My head is empty, my body's just weight
I'm trying to live but I'm distracted
Voices in the back of my brain
Roar at me to give it up
I break my skin to cut them off
I break too much and let more in

Bleed to death, bleed to death
Cut away til nothing's left
Bleed to death, bleed to death
Final relief from this mess

For a moment they're silent
Maybe I've beaten them this time
Then the roaring comes back to me
I let go and drown in black
Sometimes death is tempting
But I'm too optimistic and too scared

Bleed to death, bleed to death
Cut away til nothing's left
Bleed to death, bleed to death
Final relief from this mess

This circle is vicious
I only see one way to get out
They attack while I'm sleeping
I wake up with my mind in chains
Though the seconds are passing slowly
I know in time I'll escape

Bleed to death, bleed to death
Cut away til nothing's left
Bleed to death, bleed to death
I can deal with the rest
when the Maiden touched her face
and looked into her eyes
she realised she was Her daughter
a witch that never dies


when the moon ran down her back
and shone upon her hair
she watched the clouds move gently past
for she knew the mother was there

when the Wise Woman brushed her feet
within the oceans tides
she cast a spell to cleanse the sea
and magick glazed the skies

when the sky was blushed with dawn
through the mists walked the Crone
she lit a log for the Horned One
now the Goddess was not alone
A Girl
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Copyright Bryonia Mohnesk  2002
Email me if you want to use any part of this work
I Miss
I miss the way the world used to be
When I was blind and couldn't see
You're not a god
You're not a king
You're just fucking sickening

My body alive post-mortem dead
Can't replace the life I've led
You're not a star
You're not a stud
You're just still hungry for blood

I miss the day I left the light
And entered into eternal night
You're not my lover
You're not my life
You're just my curse of internal strife

Trading my soul for hopeless hell
Cut me off and wish me well
You're not a saviour
You're not salvation
You're just my promise of damnation

I miss the things I took for granted
Then you came and I wasenchanted
You're not in charge
You're not in control
You're just the one that stole my soul
Written with the very talented Faded to Grey. You can email her here
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The Coven's Story
All a one and each a part
A coven thriving, living strong
Separately following a collective heart
A coven thriving, growing stronger

Raise the power under the moon
Draw Her down and cast a rune
Many a young witch inspire
Spirit entwined balefire

A flash of flame by alien words
Sends our coven to be burnt
Shouts to kill the pagan beasts
From inside their demons release

All a one and each a part
A coven buring, a coven dying
Separately following a collective heart
A coven fighting, falling under

Witches fade in screams of pain
At the last dying ember
But the aliens failed in their duty
They forgot the last coven member

All a one and each a part
A coven reviving, living forever
Separately following a collective heart
A coven flying, thriving, growing stronger
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Lycaeonia Curse
Bathed in the light of the fireflies
Lost in the darkness of hunters eyes
Left in theforest, all alone
Waiting, not the only one






Feel too much like prey
Prepare to turn and run away

A sudden movement, a tiny sound
In a rush pinned to the ground
In the shadows
Breathing
So hungry
Seething





Captured
Scent of fear
The end of hunger
Is so near...
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Faces
Dead faces beneath the water
He was a stable hand
She was the king's daughter
They lived happily ever after
Now they're dead faces beneath the water

She wore flowers in her hair
His was full of hay
They were always blinded by love
Now their eyes have rotted away
Pale dead faces beneath the water
There was meant to be more than this...
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