In the club everything was ok, it was all about fun. The club was huge, there were three floors and each floor was playing different types of music. We were in VIP of course and the alcohol was plentiful. There was no shortage of beautiful people and there were even more standing outside in line. It was a rush walking past everyone standing behind the velvet rope. I felt so important with Larry behind me and my hand secure in Nick's. I look around the table and everyone was having a great time, Nick was doing a shot off Shannon as I lean over to Eric,
"What was your change of plans why did you leave me?" He shakes his head,
"I didn't...Nick said you were going with him so we went ahead and left." I look over at him downing another shot, looking at a brunette walking by with her boobs hanging out. An old seventies dance track came on and we all look at each other, pulling each other up. We were all up except Nick and Shannon pulls him up. He looks reluctant but he eventually gets up and we all dance in a group on the dance floor with Larry standing to the side. Andre and Lisa put on a show and we all dance but we're really watching them as they give everyone on the floor lessons. Suddenly the DJ mixes it up and a raggae song comes on. Lisa and Andre transition smoothly and suddenly I feel a hand on my arm and turn to see Nick pulling me. We begin to grind on each other and I look around in total shock at the situation I'm in and see that Eric and Shannon had partnered off as well. I couldn't take it and bury my head in his shoulder as we move even closer together. My hands run through his hair and I begin to breathe harder as I grip his hair. I hear him moan and I'm so overwhelmed like I'm going to pass out and pull back,
"I need to go to the restroom." He nods and Shannon makes her way over to him and dances in between him and Eric. I enter the bathroom and the sinks, mirrors and a couch were on one side and I had to turn to the corner to get to the stalls. Right before I pull down my skirt the music becomes louder as the bathroom doors open. I hear a New York accent,
"What time do you have to go to work tomorrow?"
"You know American Eagle, bright and early for inventory, I have to be there at eight." I heard a third girl,
"Did you guys see Nick Carter out there?" There was a shriek and New York asked,
"What are you serious? I didn't see him, I would do him. He looks like he's good in bed." I roll my eyes and smile,
"You're not his type." I frown, wondering what she looks like as the American Eagle girl re-enters the conversation,
"What do you mean?" Girl number three laughed,
"He was with a black girl. In fact, I walked by his table earlier and EVERYONE he was with was black." I roll my eyes, it was purely coincidence since Kelly and Howie decided not to come,
"I guess he thinks he's black now huh?" They laugh and I can hear Ms New York,
"I heard some crazy stuff about his mom, I bet she wouldn't go for that." American Eagle puts in her take of the situation,
"Yeah, you notice he's never been in public, like at an event with her...or had a black girlfriend." The third girl adds her point,
"Probably just likes to fuck em. You know, good for night but not daylight. Probably just testing, seeing what it's like." I hear the door open and close and I finished then walk out of the stall. In a way hoping they were still in there and someone was coming in and it wasn't them leaving when the door opened. The other part of me didn't want to deal with it and would have been somewhat embarrassed if we were face to face and even worse if I was recognized. There was no one there and I wash my hands and take a look at myself in the mirror before going back out to join the others. I get back to the table and see that everyone except the dancing couple Lisa and Andre are back,
"Hey you ok?" I smile as genuinely as possible at Eric and nod,
"Yeah, just a little tired." Why am I letting this bother me?
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