I took a deep breath,
�I�m sorry�my friend and I were a little bored.� He laughed and I knew he wasn�t upset,
�It�s cool�so you going out tonight?� I could see Christina looking at me and I smiled and ignored her,
�We haven�t decided where we going to go yet.� Christina went into the bathroom and I figured she was going so she could scream out loud,
�Some of us are going out. Why don�t you guys meet us there? We�re leaving around midnight.� We planned it all and I hung up the phone and knocked on the bathroom door,
�Come out here!� She opened the door and we laughed,
�I was going to explode if I stayed in there. What did he say?� I laughed and took a deep breath,
�We�re meeting them at a club tonight.� She screamed and I can�t help but scream along with her,
�Thank God we went to the mall. Ok, I can�t believe this is happening.� I sat on the edge of the bed and shook my head; I couldn�t believe it was happening either.
We walked in the club and walked over to VIP and I spotted Nick and Howie in a group. I waved and he smiled and pointed us out to someone. Whoever he was came over and escorted us to the group. I introduced Christina to Nick and her expression was pretty much the same as mine when I first met him, dumbfounded. We settled in and I don�t drink but for some reason I felt the need to try it a little more than I had ever before. I turned to look at Christina and saw her bottled water,
�You aren�t drinking? Why?� She laughed at me; what did I say that was so funny?
�Someone has to drive.� My eyes widened and she laughed harder,
�Its ok sweetie, you�re always the sober one�have a good time.� All I can do is smile and lay my head on her shoulder. My hand was being pulled and I looked over to see Nick smiling at me,
�Come on�let�s dance.� I followed him to the dance floor and I kind of stood there and barely moved. He looked at me,
�Ok, I know you can move better than that.� I frowned at him. What does that mean? Maybe I shouldn�t drink maybe it makes me sensitive. I wrapped my arm around his neck and we moved to the music. I looked around to see some of the people with us were now dancing beside us. My eyes closed as his leg slipped between my legs. Grinding on the dance floor with Nick Carter is not something that I thought would ever happen to me. I looked at him, fanned myself and pointed off the dance floor. He nodded and signaled that he was staying. As I walked back, I turned around and it shouldn�t have but the sight of him dancing with another girl how he had just danced with me hurt a little. I made it back and saw that Christina was gone and my head starts to spin. Ok, this is why I don�t drink, four drinks and I�m sleepy. My arms become a nice pillow as I rest them on the table and lay my head down.
When Nick and Christina came over I smile as I notice she seems a lot more relaxed with Nick than I did my first day. She smiled down at me and I allowed her to pull me to my feet and we made our way out of the club. Nick and his security were walking us to her car and he pulled my hand. I could see the glazed over look in his eyes and his hair was all over the place,
�Come hang out with me at my room.� The look on my face must not have been a positive one,
�No, no just hang out that�s all�really.� I turned to Christina and she pulled me to the side,
�I won�t if you don�t want me to�I�ll understand, just say so�I won�t be mad.� She smiled and shook her head,
�Sweetie, I would never stop you from an opportunity�if you were drunk there is no way I would let you but I know you�re just a little tipsy�but be careful all the same�in fact, call me once you make it to his room just so I know you are there.� I smiled and hugged her tight,
�Thanks.�
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