Chapter 58

It�s hot; it�s hot as hell.  I thought, and I could be wrong, that San Diego always had a breeze and it was kind of cool kind of like San Francisco.  I don�t know, I guess I was wrong because I�m about to burn up.  And if one more person says to me that I should be used to the heat because I�m from Florida I�m going to scream. 
�Hi, welcome back to TRL I�m Kevin Richardson. And the Backstreet Boys have taken over TRL here in San Diego.�  I zoned out for just a minute then woke up when I felt Kevin�s hand on my shoulder.  I looked over at him and he pointed and smiled at a girl with a microphone in her hand,
�You haven�t had a girlfriend in a long time.  Do you just not want one?�  The crowd started to cheer, encouraging me to answer and I smiled as I waited for the noise to die down,
�Yeah, it�s been a while and no I don�t want one right now.�  I glanced over at Kevin and I couldn�t help it,
�If I had a girlfriend I couldn�t be with all of you girls out there.�  I pointed out in the audience to no one in particular,
�Especially her.�  They screamed even louder and I could see it in his eyes. He kept the smile on his face as he shook his head at me and I knew he wanted to strangle me.  I patted him on the back and winked at him as he leaned over and whispered in my ear,
�You�re such a pain in the ass but damn if I don�t love you.�  I laughed; he was finally learning.  Someone must have told him I only do seventy five percent of the things I do just to get underneath his skin. 

AJ and I climbed on Howie�s bus for the trip to LA.  It wasn�t so much that we wanted to get on his bus as that he refused to ride either of our buses.  He said he didn�t want to catch anything fatal.  My bus wasn�t that bad compared to how it was in the past; I was awful back then.  I�m surprised I didn't catch anything that would eat away at my flesh. 
�So when are we getting a break?�  He met some girl in New York that he wanted to go hang out with.  Howie looked over at me and knew I was ignoring AJ and spoke up, 
�The VMAs is the last thing we have then we have a break.� Howie had remained quiet about his plans for the break.  Kevin was going to Kentucky, Brian was going to hang out with his family and I was going down to the Keys to be with mine before we, my family, all headed down to Mexico.  I threw a piece of paper at Howie,
�Hey man, what are you doing over the break?�  He sighed and picked up the paper,
�Nicky don�t make my bus look like yours.�  I rolled my eyes,
�Yeah ok, so what are you doing?�  He placed the paper in the trash and sat back down before answering me,
�I�m going to Toronto for a while.�  Toronto.  Canada.  He loves those Canadians girls.  He wasn�t kidding when he said he liked the way they said his name; yeah, in his ear.
�What are you going to Toronto for?  Or should I say what�s her name?�  He shook his head,
�Their names are Cheryl, Brooke, Jillian and Melanie.�  I frowned at him and he rolled his eyes,
�I wrote a song for their debut album and they�re going to record it.�  He was very much into that, the whole writing thing.  I don�t think Howie could write a song that didn't deal with love.  I smiled,
�What�s the song about?�  He didn�t notice the humor but AJ did and smiled at me as Howie answered,
�It�s about asking someone to give you another chance after making mistakes in a relationship.�  I nodded,
�Fresh.�  My phone rang and I answered it as they talked between themselves,
�Hello?� 
�Hey you.�  Brehan, I haven�t spoken to her in a couple of weeks.  All I knew was that she and Steven were in not so good of a place and she was drunk,
�How are you doing?  I�ve been worried about you.�  I called her a couple of times but she never returned my calls.  I hope things had only gotten better because she didn't sound good at all that night.  Steven had cheated on her and hit her and she wasn�t going to leave him.  I hope he had cheated on her and it may sound awful but I hope he left her because sometimes I think that�s the only way she will be free of him. 
�Nothing to be worried about.  Everything�s great, as usual.�  I wonder how much she remembers telling me. 
�So, what are you up to?�  I didn�t hear anything on her end,
�Hello?  Are you there? Brehan?�  As soon as when I said her name I wished I wouldn�t because AJ and Howie�s heads popped up like little dogs,
�Yeah, I�m here.  I had to take care of something.  I�m fine. I�m on my way to LA for a few days.�  I haven�t seen her in like three weeks but so many things happen in my life in three weeks it seems like its been forever,
�When are you going to be there?  We�re on our way to LA too. We�ll be there soon.�  That made them both smile as I listened to her,
�Really?  We�ll have to hook up kid.  I have a couple of appearances, a couple of photo shoots and stuff like that.  I�ll be there tomorrow.�  I couldn�t wait to see her.  It could be a chance for us to finally get together without anything dramatic happening.
�We have a couple of concerts.  Are you going to come?�  AJ leaned forward anxiously waiting for some kind of clue from me as to what her answer was,
�Sure, I�ll try and make it.  I don�t know what my schedule is like.�  That was cool enough.  She didn�t really seem like the kind that would be in the audience dancing in the aisles of a concert but it was worth a try,
�Where are you staying?�  I�m sure it�s not the same as mine but maybe we could hook up somewhere that was convenient for us both,
�Beverly Wilshire.�  Nope, not staying at the same place.  The thought of trying to check out of our hotel and stay in hers crossed my mind.  But I know that wasn�t going to be an option in a million years.  We may have had a light schedule but it wasn�t that light. 
�Are you still with that girl I saw you with in New York?�  She was talking about Colleen and I wondered why she even brought her name up.  Anytime I mentioned her name before her face would scrunch up,
�No, we�re not together.  She�s just a friend.�  She made a little noise and I knew she didn't believe me.  I don�t know why it was hard for people to believe that I could be a friend to a girl.  In the past the only reason a girl was my friend was because I wasn�t attracted to her, I was with her friend or she had turned me down.  But I�ve changed since then.  This girl once told me that a girl, who didn't want to have sex with, would be my best friend.  I haven�t found that girl yet but once she explained to me the concept I had to agree and I can�t wait to find my new best friend.
�Hey, I have to go.  I�m about to do an interview over the phone.�  Before I could say anything she had already hung up.         

AJ was the first to pounce on me after I hung up,
�When is she coming to LA?�  I rolled my eyes at his eagerness,
�Tomorrow.�  AJ rubbed his hands together,
�I am going to get this girl man.  I�m telling you.�  Nick frowned,
�Dude, she has a boyfriend.  It�s not going to happen; get over it.�  They both frowned at me and sang in unison,
�What?�  I sighed and shook my head,
�She�s dating her manager.  Remember?  I know I told you guys this.�  Their reaction was so genuine that I was wondering if I did tell them or not.

Chapter 59                                                    
Stranger Than Fiction
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