I wake up to the loud banging on my door and open it to see Jeff,
"Hi, sorry to wake you but the Make-A-Wish Foundation Of South Florida wants the guys to meet a little girl backstage before the concert. That's not going to be a problem is it?" I run my fingers through my hair trying to think, not really caring how I looked,
"Shouldn't be, we don't need them right before the show tonight." He nodded,
"All we have is AJ's internet chat tonight at 7:00. What time is the meeting with the little girl?" That's one thing I didn't want to be around for, sick kids are not my thing, they get me every time,
"About 8." I nod,
"Shouldn't be a problem. You guys have a photographer to get her picture with the guys and pictures so they can sign their autographs or programs, something like that?" He laughed,
"Yes, that's my job don't try to take it." I smile,
"Force of habit. I'm used to being in control." Heading into the shower I start to think of Nick again,
"Ok, he's a child Priscilla, he's probably not any good anyway."
Backstage at the concert I stand to the side as the guys interact with Allie, the little girl from the Make-A-Wish Foundation. Kevin and Brian were exceptionally amazing with her, I could see them both walk away from her to wipe their tears. Howie was as sweet as usual, he was quickly becoming my favorite, he was so adorable. AJ and Nick were a little more hesistant, I know AJ's problem, he doesn't handle sickness well he confided in me when we were discussing their meeting with Allie earlier in the day. Nick smiled, hugged her and talked to her but the distance was somewhat obvious. Maybe not to everyone but I could see it.
"You ok?" I look over to see Meagan, one of the stylists,
"Oh yeah, I just don't know how they do it." She nodded,
"Gets to me too. I'm too much of a softie." I smile sadly,
"I know they say you shouldn't question God and he has a plan for everyone and all that stuff but I can't help but want to ask why her?" She nodded,
"Yeah, I do the same thing too." I look over once again and see Nick looking at me, but once I spot him he quickly looks away. That kid doesn't like me much, I think. Too bad cause I could really like him. I shake my head, no way, it would be so wrong to get involved with him. He is my client and it can't do anything but make both of our worlds totally complicated.
Making my way back up to my room after the concert my head wandered back to Nick's performance on stage that night. I swear one of these nights I'm going to watch the other boys but for the second night I couldn't help but stare at Nick, the kid was so hot on stage. That much grinding was usually reserved for Chippendales. He couldn't say he liked sex in an interview but he could star in a soft porn on stage in front of the little girls? Makes no sense, I wonder if anyone has tried to tell him to tone it down on stage. I entered my room and decided to call Tish, it was still pretty early,
"Hey doll what's up?" She laughed,
"Hey Cilly, how's life on the road?" I groaned,
"It's not that bad but the life of a rockstar definitely is a little more work that we thought. I don't go to sleep until they go to sleep and sometimes they do eighteen hour days." She laughed,
"What? No sex, no drugs?" I sigh,
"I think Nick is the only one getting the sex and so fat the only drugs is come cough medicine I saw Brian taking. They are pretty clean cut overall but it's only the second show. I'm sure by the end of the tour I'll have enough to write a tell all book." I kick off my shoes and lie back in the bed,
"So what's with the sex? Are they lined up outside his door?" I laugh,
"No pretty tame, I've only seen one girl, one morning. Maybe he has one for every city instead of randomly picking them. At least that's what I would do?" She laughed,
"What do you mean?" I shrug,
"Instead of picking one up for the night. I would just have a trusted one in each city. One that wouldn't run her mouth, one I could trust, one that understood." If I were a celebrity there is no way I would allow my business to be in the street if I could help it,
"Good idea. Smart girl."
After my two hour talk with Tish I walked down and swam in the pool for a while before finally feeling I was down from my adrenaline high of the night. Walking through the lobby just as I walked to the elevators I heard a couple of girls squeal. The petite blonde ran off the elevator and to her friend who was already in the lobby,
"I can't believe I fucked Nick Carter." Her friend was obviously proud of her,
"You rock girl. Was it good?" She sighed heavily like she was telling a fairy tale,
"It was SO good. He definitely knows what he's doing. I can't wait to tell Sarah and the girls. God, he is fucking awesome." Her supportive friend asked,
"Did you give him your number? You gotta tell me all about it." That was about all I heard before they were out of earshot,
"So much for being smart." I shake my head as I push the button to my floor.
Chapter 8
Total Control
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